@ryanhoulihan What kills me is that, end of day, I am so tired, and I have so very little free time to do what I want, that friendships have become *obligations* and I resent doing the right thing - aka meeting people half way and doing things they like, because I am a decent person and that's the right thing to do.
It also makes me just want to avoid having to do that at all, making that kind of choice. So it's just better not to have many good friends?
That sounds fucked.
I hate this all.