Notices by Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital), page 7
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:56 JST 
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I do not have the gasoline in me to burn. All I can do is what I call my "function." And repeat that. The routine is comfortable; people ruin the routine with their own machinations, plans or desires. I feel like batting them away protects what I have left, you know? -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:55 JST
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I joke around a lot with my liberal priors in hand but
men are seen as expendable, easily so, in this society. And in your case, extremely so. I'm sorry. I really wish things were different. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:54 JST
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That's how I see it. Until the house burns down or I run out of cards to play, I'm staying in this seat and playing every hand I have left. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:53 JST
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I think that kind of aloneness would be empowering in a way.
Now, aside from what directly happens to you, nobody could be hurt or experience the consequences of your actions. You are at that point actually free. You could literally do whatever. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:52 JST
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The only thing keeping me on the path of "sanity" and "proper behavior" is my father being under my care. After that I am a loose round. There is nothing aside from that dictating that I even act slightly responsibly. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:51 JST
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I'll take care of somebody lmao.
No really, for real. That's just why I do things right. It's not just about me in this house you know? -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:50 JST
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I like a drink every once in a while, a single daiquiri will do it. I'm nowhere like how I used to be, and with the SSRIs to boot. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:50 JST
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I would easily live out the rest of my days peacefully. I'm not a harmful individual at an intentional level. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:49 JST
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I just want to point out, the past two years
Jesus Christ, I used to be awful. I mean I have my flare-ups because negativity and hate are habits, but wow did I used to be awful. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:48 JST
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The things I was doing outside of here, came into here. I used to be on meds that only made me crazier, coupled with illicit substances on top of alcohol. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:47 JST
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I don't fight what's inevitable. Civilizational change has always been a thing. This is why I am no longer as politically charged as I've used to be. If things are going to happen, they are going to happen regardless of what I, a nobody, do or say. Try to eke out some happiness in life. Learn to laugh at what's going on. Learn to love what life they've decided they're going to let you have for now. Just do you in this time, and whatever happens is going to happen. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:46 JST
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Think about how the first part of what you typed made you feel. Miserable, wasn't it? -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:45 JST
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You cannot keep thinking about these things and putting this much thought into them. It's going to happen no matter what you think, do or say. This is just how society is, even if this is all happening inorganically (and it is). But if you have to feel so strongly, put that effort from feeling into something more positive and constructive for yourself. Remember that the world is like that, but you don't have to be. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:37:43 JST
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This thread got extremely, extremely serious.
One running theme is that we're all extremely isolated. Some of our own accord, some because of circumstance. The world has been atomizing us, hard. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:35:17 JST
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Bullshit Doc's not autistic are you serious???????????????????????????????????????? -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:35:14 JST
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That just means somebody found him charming and actually enjoys his company, that doesn't make him a normalfag by a longshot; neurotypicals don't get it. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:35:13 JST
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That's completely ridiculous. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 19:35:12 JST
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You are really going to make me pull rank on this???
Doc isn't what anybody would consider "normal" by a long shot, even I can see that and I am probably worse off than he is. -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 13:50:01 JST
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just stop shoving food in your gaping maw like a fucking butter golem and you'll lose weight, fuck -
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Owl (owl@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 11-Feb-2025 12:43:48 JST
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Which is bad for me, because I'm a sucker for people who are downtrodden. Which leads to me being easily manipulated.
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