Notices by veff :trash: (veff@poa.st), page 8

@Owl @PraxisOfEvil @kc-poast @Griffith @EllisDee Right now? Motivation. Speaking personally, I put a considerable amount of energy into keeping myself "attractive" and it hasn't gotten me anywhere. Sure I get looks now, but they're all from women I can't love because they're not trying to be attractive. It takes two to tango, and when I'm on the dance floor solo after learning the moves, I start to wonder why I even bother. I'd have a lot more motivation to become the best version of myself if I actually had payoff for what I've accomplished thus far, but as it stands a weekend brownie is worth more than the diminishing returns of trying to become even more attractive in a world of fundamentally unattractive people.

The juice isn't worth the squeeze.

woke up peacefully three hours ago but wanted to get more sleep. slept a bit more and immediately had a nightmare. what a way to start the day

@Owl @kc-poast @PraxisOfEvil @Griffith @EllisDee I didn't mean for my comment to be a "woman hate" message even if I feel it at times. I am so sick and tired of this war of the sexes our culture has, but I'm not going to pretend I don't know who threw the first punches.

The thing that bothers me is that we're at an impasse. It's obvious that women don't like men, they say it all the time through words and actions, but women still are hopelessly dependent. It leaves a very difficult and icky conundrum about the future: women can either

A. become actual girlbosses who are independent of men and will fix their cars, build their homes, clean their sewers, fight their wars etc etc;

B. pretend girlboss and allow infastructure to collapse as men give up, allowing foreigners to invade who WILL take away their rights, or

C. somehow get past the repulsion they feel towards average men so those men have a reason to keep the lights on and the fridge full.

That's it. Those are the options. I'd love a scenario that avoids all these but there's really no way to slice the pie without someone feeling like they're getting gypped.

@Griffith @PraxisOfEvil As eye opening as it is, I still don't really like to see it. It tanks my hope and kills my attraction to women as a whole. I think about those photos of classrooms in arab countries before and after sharia law enforcement and realize we are nowhere near getting our women back into line. We can't even slut shame properly.

@WandererUber The good ones left in like late 2023 early 2024 and the only ones still around are only here because of the handful of other good ones who are still around. If the last 4-5 mutuals I interact with here got an xmpp or something I think I'd stop posting or scrolling altogether.

@PurpCat @Nudhul @WandererUber Seriously though, this was a natural phenomenon, but it's been accelerated tenfold by the jeetening and botification of the net.

See what I mean? I can leave nothing up to interpretation and autistic people will still find a way to misinterpret meaning- and it'll always be your fault, never theirs.

Language is code. I encode the thoughts in my head and they travel via sound/text into the recipient's ears/eyes. A normal, functioning human would then take those words and decode it into a fairly close approximation of what the original thought was. This is an automatic process. The autist, however, will suppose that you should beam the information directly into their cranium, because they are either too lazy, self centered, or unable to be bothered to do the thing that humans have evolved to do intuitively since the dawn of language. This is why I am in favor of infanticide spartan-style at the first signs of autism.

This scene is so unbelievably kino, little preteen veff was not ready for it. Like top shelf liquor. The game singlehandedly shaped my taste in cinematography, music, and women.

Twin peaks as well. Damn did I have an eye for good shit as a kid.

Autistic people, more prominently in our modern age, are absolutely a drain on time, energy and resources. All the traits associated with autism also describe an incredibly self-centered, short tempered, immature, useless person, and I'm tired of playing pretend and acting like that isn't true.

Autists in aggregate tend to embrace anti-civilizational tendencies, and there comes a point where we all individually must ask ourselves how many resources we are willing to spend catering to them before we conclude that it's a lost cause.

It is in these moments which make me realize most autistic people add nothing of value to life. They claim intelligence and logic as a cope to hide their near universal thin-skin. Want to be respected? Become an idiot savant. Paint a giant mural, or invent something great. All that massive intellect doesn't amount to jack or shit unless you can back it up with something of value.

When people speak to me, I enjoy the search for meaning. There will always be a difference between what is said versus what is meant due to the limitations of language. That's why I learn many different languages. If I were to go to Brazil and then get mad when I didn't understand people, that'd be pretty damn foolish and would rightfully be my fault. Likewise, it'd be the same- or perhaps worse- in English if I somehow didn't understand what someone was saying due to minor semantic anomalies, or word choice or pronunciation etc.

In my life, I've had conversations with many autists both irl and online. In those conversations, I've had people get very upset and refuse to understand my point because of quite inconsequential things like improper grammar usage or using general rather than specific terms.

I'm passionate about linguistics and communication so I'm not unaware that these can cause problems, but ultimately words and meaning require work from both parties. "Autism," even at low levels, manifests itself through the complete refusal or perhaps inability to put in the effort on the understanding side, again pointing to the general selfish and short tempered tendencies. I write and rewrite my text to be as precise as possible, yet it still isn't enough. The onus eventually is on the listener to put the pieces together and understand intent, but for a supposedly "logic-obsessed" people, they largely seem incapable of this.

@Witch_Hunter_Siegfried @monsterislandcolonizer Oh so you are one of those autistics who gets hung up over pedantics and never learns like LukeAlmighty. Well go ahead and keep living like you were, can't say I didnt try to help.

@Witch_Hunter_Siegfried @monsterislandcolonizer Look faggot, nobody cares. I heard this explanation from you nearly a year ago. When I say "silly little opinions" that includes silly little hurtful actions. You're pathetic and you need to get over it for your own sake.

@Witch_Hunter_Siegfried @monsterislandcolonizer Then do something about it. I cry like a faggot on the timeline too, but at least I'm looking for and follow advice instead of making excuses for my circumstances.