@Witch_Hunter_Siegfried@monsterislandcolonizer Then do something about it. I cry like a faggot on the timeline too, but at least I'm looking for and follow advice instead of making excuses for my circumstances.
@Witch_Hunter_Siegfried@monsterislandcolonizer >"the state of affairs" you need to be concerned with is what's directly in front of your eyes <And right in front of my eyes I'm blacklisted from my favorite hobby (which was OVER A YEAR AGO) >Have you even *tried* literally any other hobby? <any other hobby would be overran with this filith
<I've the misfortune of being an autist >At your age getting in shape will solve 50% of your problems <I was worse off when I was exercising as a kid >You need exercise <What's the point, it won't get me anywhere
Respectfully, you have a severe lack of self awareness. Work out and *try* another hobby. You need to be bullied (with love) or you'll end up worse than the people you hate and others will be forced to bully you (without love)
As I lay in bed I'm suddenly aware of how warm my face and head is compared to the rest of my body. I don't feel sick at all but I'm not sure what else would cause it.
@waifu I'm so glad I've become fluent enough to know she's speaking argentinian. I know it's dummy simple but it's the little things that give me confidence.
it's not even that I'm going to stop talking to her or whatever, she's fun and I enjoy cultivating unlikely friendships, but there comes a point where Im just expecting a little self respect. Not for me, for herself.
one of my arthoe friends (we call each other that it's fine) that I do artswaps with posted a bathroom selfie of a new outfit she got and... cmon PLEASE let me find someone who enjoys my company who is less than 200lbs I'm begging you god please.
@WoodshopHandman The problem is that you become a linchpin for success. I've seen it myself. If you do it for someone else you regress when they don't keep you accountable. It's why people (male and female) get fat after marriage. They didn't love themselves enough to love each other to not get fat.
@WoodshopHandman People are like engines. Sometimes you can find one that you can overhaul and get running, but if they don't know where to get fuel and you don't provide any then they'll go back to stalling and collecting rust.
@Griffith@WhiteJihadJaws@deprecated_ii When I was in middle school, I watched- without exaggeration- EVERY single high school grad immediately go to college for CompSci, IT, programming etc. and I realized that I'd be entering a market completely saturated with people who had 4+ years experience over me simply by being born earlier.
Welding's still okay, but if you aren't comfortable with growing a mullet then you're not wearing the required uniform.
@PurpCat thats what drives me insane, because I'll say "yeah I wouldn't sleep with her because I don't know her" and guys will call me gay. Like nigga, being promiscuous with strangers is very gay behavior, I'm the straight one here.
@WoodshopHandman I'm mean sure, I'm not giving a cold shoulder or anything. The entire reason why I decided to try and become more attractive is because I noticed my day improved every time I interacted with attractive people even when there was no lust involved. On the other hand, I get *really* uncomfortable whenever there's chicks (like said receptionist) who look like they're waiting for you to get back from work and start touching their hair and giggle at the dumbest things you say and I'm just not reciprocating that same level of energy because I know where that leads and I'd be lying if I didnt say it scared me a little. Sometimes I think there's something wrong with me.
Receptionist girl at my hotel is being really chatty and happy whenever I pass by. Not even that bad looking but like, I'm never going to see you again. I'm not gonna pursue simply because that doesn't lead anywhere, but somehow I'm the strange aloof one when I talk about it with others.