@Witch_Hunter_Siegfried @monsterislandcolonizer >"the state of affairs" you need to be concerned with is what's directly in front of your eyes
<And right in front of my eyes I'm blacklisted from my favorite hobby
(which was OVER A YEAR AGO)
>Have you even *tried* literally any other hobby?
<any other hobby would be overran with this filith

<I've the misfortune of being an autist
>At your age getting in shape will solve 50% of your problems
<I was worse off when I was exercising as a kid
>You need exercise
<What's the point, it won't get me anywhere

Respectfully, you have a severe lack of self awareness. Work out and *try* another hobby. You need to be bullied (with love) or you'll end up worse than the people you hate and others will be forced to bully you (without love)