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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 30-Aug-2023 11:21:20 JST lilli

@quasar putting this in my suicide note

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 30-Aug-2023 06:24:32 JST lilli

i am currently going down a rabbit hole over the fact that a number of websites, such as worldpopulationreview.com and wisevoter.com, list Nepal as having an average IQ of 43. even taking IQ to be a valid metric (which I don't), this is such an insane claim that i cannot even comprehend it: it would mean that someone with an IQ of 100 is as rare in Nepal as someone with an IQ of 160 is in an average country. it would imply that it is statistically impossible to be an intelligent Nepali. so where the fuck does the claim come from?

apparently from a book by this guy named Richard Lynn, who self-identifies as a "scientific racist" and was editor-in-chief of a journal founded in 1960 to support segregation. and even he says the Nepal claim is "very implausible" and says "we would expect a national IQ for Nepal not so far below the national IQ of its neighbourhood country India (76.24)" ¹

but these websites reproduce it without the ambiguity that even this white supremacist gives to the claim, so now if you search up the average IQ of Nepal, you can end up on a normal-looking site reproducing a white supremacist claim that literally all Nepalese people are severely mentally impaired, only without even the nuance attributed to it by that white supremacist. this is completely ridiculous

¹ also, what is up with having four significant digits here? there is no chance in hell that you've determined the average IQ of India to two decimal places, Richard. do you think you sound more plausible if you tack on a .24 at the end? do you think that if people are distracted by decimals they won't realize what you're trying to do?
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1. Domain not in remote thumbnail source whitelist: worldpopulationreview.com
  
  World Population by Country 2023 (Live)
2. Domain not in remote thumbnail source whitelist: wisevoter.com
  
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  We research, you decide We’ve got the expert info and political tools to help you vote, donate, and engage with purpose and passion. Want to crush every topic in 5 minutes or less? Let’s begin. HEALTH Should the government mandate mask wearing? CRIMINAL JUSTICE Should the police be de-funded? CULTURE Is kneeling during the National […]
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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 29-Aug-2023 10:07:59 JST lilli
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- J. "Henry" Waugh
@jhwgh1968 @chjara lmfao i'll start pinging this then. but also your searching for the numerological significance of 9 is extremely funny to me since like, my Whole Thing is being really really REALLY into an occult system in which the number 9 is absolutely central (and also the number 36, 4*9)

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 29-Aug-2023 10:07:46 JST lilli

@chjara it's too spidercore not to use tbh

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 29-Aug-2023 10:07:38 JST lilli

im sorry i use google :c (i ping 8.8.8.8)

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 29-Aug-2023 08:19:36 JST lilli

every single conversation i have with nyx in dms is just
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1. Four panels of screenshots from the Baneposting sequence, with the faces edited such that CIA has my profile picture on his head, Bane has a pleading emoji on his head, and the dialogue is edited to "If I pull that off, will you die?" "It would be extremely painful." "You're a big girl." "uwu"
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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 29-Aug-2023 01:26:58 JST lilli

the Blackpaper (read: not a whitepaper) seeks to create lucid delirium, not to definitively answer a list of questions. literally no one, not even Nyx, agrees with the Blackpaper in the sense that one agrees with a catechism. it is clear from the title of the Blackpaper onward that G/ACC encourages multiplicity within itself on a level that most manifesto-type documents cannot. and yet for years ive seen G/ACC constantly treated as if it were a monolithic consensus (of whom lol) to negate, both by people unreasonably hostile toward it and by people adjacent to it. why? you have ample creative freedom to remix G/ACC in so many ways, so why is opposition to it almost always the go-to option?

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 28-Aug-2023 08:57:39 JST lilli
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- Haelwenn /элвэн/ :triskell:
@lanodan a jungle teems with life more than almost anywhere else on earth. im not sure i would say that about the kkknown networkkk

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 28-Aug-2023 08:42:27 JST lilli

the federated timeline is like a garden except the flowers are pretty mediocre posts and the weeds are really weird hentai

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Saturday, 26-Aug-2023 11:09:59 JST lilli

i see gen z ppl referring to the "skibidi toilet" meme as proof that they're out of touch now and don't understand gen alpha meme culture but. i completely understand it actually, it's just g mod fight scenes with an implicit narrative combined with some superficial scatological humour. this isn't novel stuff

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Thursday, 24-Aug-2023 09:46:51 JST lilli
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@ciel @kittenlikeasmallcat @nyx not especially! AQ is honestly closest to simple gematria (i.e. A = 1, Z = 26), except AQ actually includes the numerals within the cipher, such that 0 = 0, 1 = 1, 9 = 9, A = 10, Z = 36. in that sense it corresponds with the assignment of letters to numbers in higher bases, and is sort of weird among gematrias for making both numerals and letters its objects, rather than specifically letters

this is actually the really salient reason for the name AQ, and the reason the acronym AQ is usually preferred over anything it's supposed to stand for. A = AQ 10, for the ten numerals. Q = AQ 26, for the 26 letters. 10 + 26 = 36, the 36 glyphs of AQ, which then map onto the numogram

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Thursday, 24-Aug-2023 09:33:59 JST lilli
@shibao @nyx @kittenlikeasmallcat AQ is a gematricular cipher. what it stands for is kinda confusing: anglossic qabbala, alphanumeric qabbala, alphanumeric qabbalism, etc. are all proposals

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Thursday, 24-Aug-2023 09:29:29 JST lilli

most people divide their existence into a life and an afterlife, plus maybe a before life if they believe in reincarnation. spinoza, however, disagrees, arguing that one's eternal life is not an afterlife but rather, because it is eternal, exists outside time and is present at any moment

likewise, most people divide their genital history into pre-op, peri-op, and post-op. i, however, having embraced The Eternal Vulvaplasty of God, would argue th—

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Thursday, 24-Aug-2023 09:29:28 JST lilli
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@kittenlikeasmallcat i desperately wish i could :xf_spinny: react to this

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Thursday, 24-Aug-2023 05:03:41 JST lilli

when i say im neurodivergent, this is my neurotype
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1. A diagram of an "incident pit," described by Wikipedia as a "conceptual pit with sides that become steeper over time and with each new incident until a point of no return is reached." In the centre of the pit, when it narrows to a point, is death.
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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Thursday, 24-Aug-2023 03:40:21 JST lilli

thinking about how the tradcath i was friends with a year ago was so upset about people receiving communion on the hand instead of on the tongue, and i was like "why does this matter lol," and he was like, "well because communion is literally god, and if you receive it on the hand it's likely to get crumbs on the ground, and then you're likely to step on them, which is blasphemous." and i just like. completely instantly Got It. like "oh that makes total sense, logic checks out"

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 22-Aug-2023 09:16:19 JST lilli

the trans girl equivalent of a swiftie is a nyxie

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 22-Aug-2023 01:34:32 JST lilli

in theory the comforting intuition of God is supposed to reach you in any place but i do not find it reaches me half as well in this goddamn cluttered mess of an apartment

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 22-Aug-2023 01:30:23 JST lilli

objectively really funny that at my last checkup they asked me if i had suicidal thoughts and i said "yes, on maybe five days a month," and they looked alarmed but i basically just said "don't worry, it used to be every day!" and they just went "ok!" and let the subject drop

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lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 21-Aug-2023 08:58:47 JST lilli

for whatever reason, anyone who's nice to Nyx gets a kind of moderate halo effect in my eyes. this is why i have been obsessing over the Spore reputation system for hours (because the first criterion was "+X if you're nice to Nyx")

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