My grandmother died today, I've worked fucking hard for the last two years to make sure her retarded son didn't die before her because he was the last of her children alive, this week we had to go bring her back from lack of oxygen so we could arrange a peaceful death for her, in her lack of oxygen dementia she was refusing end of life care and was literally drowning in her lungs suffering.

I've given enough generosity and abnegation for a while, ima be a selfish monster for now and hate daywalkers if you don't mind