Alcohol withdrawal can actually be dangerous. There have been times when I wanted to hit the bottle because it was hard to be alone with my thoughts and anxieties, but they can be conquered if you are able to achieve thoughtlessness and completely clear your mind like a blank piece of paper.
I come from a bloodline with quite a few heroin addicts and bad alcoholics, so it has always been something I’m wary of. At most, I’ll have a drink maybe once a week- but it has been a few weeks since I’ve even done that. I would honestly rather quit completely than get sucked into a vicious cycle of suffering, it’s just not worth it.
I have a good video of (what my friend on here told me) was probably the TR3B. It was silently hovering over a power substation, then the pilot seemed to notice me. Took off, floating directly overhead. It was low and slow enough to faintly hear some kind of bizarre sounding propulsion system or “exhaust“ signature. Although it could have been the sound of air getting displaced by the craft in flight. Idk.
Thought it was incredibly cool at the time and I have wanted to fly one ever since.
Yeah, I figured they knew who I was within a couple minutes of spotting me recording them. It appeared to be black against the night sky and had a few blinking lights that formed a triangle (anti-collision lights I assume.) When it got super low I could see that there was a very faint white/blue “glow” around the entire airframe, it almost seemed sort of like an electrostatic field. It looked pretty much identical to those photos of the “high-altitude mystery jets” that were published in The Aviationist. (I attached those photos they published to this post, but the link is at https://theaviationist.com/2014/04/23/two-different-black-projects/ )
I’m glad the pilot was a cool enough guy to let me get a good look at the shiny new toy (but maybe they wanted to be ”accidentally filmed” for propaganda purposes though…considering the recent rumblings of war with Russia/Iran.)
B2 is a beautiful bird, I don’t think I’d be able to resist taking pictures of it either .
I’ve read some similar theories about electrostatic propulsion. What I’ve seen speculated is that some type of exotic energy principle enables a passive “antigravity“ effect, like a helium balloon, whereas a conventional jet or engine (of some kind) provides raw “thrust” for rapid acceleration on top of this. Allegedly the “antigravity drive” is powered by a miniaturized nuclear reactor.
I have no idea, but:
When it got super close, you could definitely hear some kind of weird noise- and I believe that noise was being generated by whatever was powering/propelling it. Kind of a hollow, muffled droning noise- it almost reminded me of a turbojet, but not quite.
Quite possible. God only knows what kind of wild directions technology has gone under the cover of darkness. It would be nice if we could benefit from the ridiculously expensive toys our government has made for itself.
There might be something to the energy vampire thing. Some people just suck the life/energy out of me, even if I’m only around them for 15 minutes. Can’t explain why. It’s not even that they’re bad people or unlikeable, something about them just drains the fuck out of me and exhausts me.
I carried Microtech Ultratechs for years, until I decided it was better to upgrade to the old school grab-n-stab fixedblades. Slender, long, pointy double-edged fixed blades are my go-to for the past decade or so.
I loved mine, it was such a sneaky little blade. It can be totally concealed in your palm or closed-fist. I used to wrap an ACE bandage around my forearm (closer to my wrist) when wearing long sleeves and tuck it in there nice and tight. People expect you to reach in your pockets or waistband to produce a weapon, but the sleeve is a nasty (and confusing) little surprise. At this point in my life though, I just prefer the simplicity, reliability and reach of a long thin double-edged blade.
The nature of human females is deeply disappointing. We want some kind of depth and connection with them, but we eventually just arrive at a place where we realize that the relationship is always going to be about superficial factors- success, social dominance, raw (physical) sexual attraction and other shallow attributes. It’s rare for a woman to be attracted (in the reproductive sense) to a man‘s virtues, loyalty, intellect or goodheartedness. Men who find themselves the center of female attention and lust eventually become some of the most disillusioned and jaded men in the world.
There are a lot of other animal species in the irradiated exclusion zone that have adapted huge amounts of melanin via hyperpigmentation to shield themselves from radiation- seems to be a common biological theme.
Reminds me of my theory about negroids becoming mutated/devolved humans after some type of ancient nuclear incident. Africa IS home to the only known ”natural nuclear reactor.” Maybe it wasn’t actually created by nature. Libyan Desert Glass is interesting, too.
Even with a supersonic cartridge, suppressors put a fun new twist on the Zones of Deception, Confusion and Certainty. The traveling sound signature generated by supersonic projectile flight reflects from behind or around the target, depending on how your shooting environment is laid out. High ballistic coefficient subsonics are even more fun.
I‘ve had so many different ideas for art- mostly paintings and symbols. I can literally see (perfectly) in my mind what I want to create...but I am in the same boat, I have zero skill to translate those visions in to a physical form. It comes out looking like a retard coloring book 😂
Embed this notice✠ Seraphim ✠ (_seraphim_@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Monday, 04-Nov-2024 07:54:22 JST
✠ Seraphim ✠I would love to see the Future White Ethnostate evolve into a sort of Appalachian Sparta- a Martial Society full of strong, intelligent, fearless White men of few words and unhesitating action. Trade will be accomplished moreso by the direct exchange of goods and services, with currency based on shared (communal) ownership of precious natural resources (Gold/Lithium/tech-grade Quartz, possibly other vital manmade materials like primers, steel and propellant.)
Each family will be issued farming land, timber, seed and livestock along with the basic means to protect itself (latter via State Armory.) Personally owned defensive “tools” will be passed down via ceremony/rite from one generation to the next. Emphasis will be placed by Society on childbirth and the retention of strong families. Health, fitness, skill and intelligence will be the primary focus of human development. To enlist in Government-run Defensive Forces, a man must have raised a son to adulthood (ensuring that his bloodline is preserved in the event of an untimely death.)
State Funds will be put towards a program to develop next generation full-body armor utilizing bleeding-edge materials science. Instead of hoarding and hiding military technological development like this, the goal will be for each male in the entire civilization to eventually be issued one set. With the older/outdated armor becoming family heirlooms/artifacts for each successive generation to pass down to posterity (like Samurai.)
Dueling will be legal in extreme cases of moral transgression, albeit rare, due to the High Trust nature of society and strong cohesion between families. For this purpose speed-shooting, fencing German Longsword and other “Martial” sports will be considered the national pastime with a greater hidden/symbolic dual-purpose.
I could go on and on about ideas for the development of culture and the practical functions of a theoretical society, but this will do for now.
We can’t have a serious discussion on this subject because you have *zero* problem with blacks, or any other race, engaging in social activism to defend their own racial interests. You don’t even have a problem with blacks murdering/raping/assaulting Whites at a disproportionate rate (Per Capita) …your only problem is *when White people call attention to it.*
Your side will celebrate the notion of “safe spaces” for blacks and advocate for the recognition of black communities…but when White people ask for their own spaces and the right to live in peaceful homogeneity, it’s suddenly a grave threat to all of humanity that must be stamped out. What choice does that leave racially aware Whites?
You are a Communist. I am a National Socialist.
I wasn’t always. I have dealt with people who hold positions like yours my entire life- and those exact sentiments and biases are what pushed my ideology in this direction. Every other race on earth is primarily concerned with the survival and prosperity of their own race…why should White people be an exception?
Where is the “evil” in loving your people and wanting them to survive? Speaking of which, have you checked the current demographics and global demographic projections for Whites lately?
As if someone can truly understand the injustices and atrocities committed against Whites every single day and then “recover” from such an awakening by choosing to forget about everything and ignore it all.
If you had ever *really* understood, then you wouldn’t be here telling me that there is some magical way to just “un-know” your grasp the pure evil that we are ideologically opposed to.
Branch? Mein nigger, jeff. I am an entire tree of a new species of internet racist esotericism. And as we speak, my roots dig ever deeper into the loamy, nutrient-rich soil of internet racism.