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   • ✠ Seraphim ✠
   • RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip
   • FreakSpeely
   i am 20 months sober after years and years of alcoholism and i feel better than ever, anyone can do it.
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     AlabasterBrick ?‍☠️ (alabasterbrick@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Saturday, 14-Dec-2024 01:56:40 JST AlabasterBrick ?‍☠️

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     Very proud of you Pix. 🥂
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     ✠ Seraphim ✠ (_seraphim_@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Saturday, 14-Dec-2024 01:56:41 JST ✠ Seraphim ✠

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     • FreakSpeely
     Alcohol withdrawal can actually be dangerous. There have been times when I wanted to hit the bottle because it was hard to be alone with my thoughts and anxieties, but they can be conquered if you are able to achieve thoughtlessness and completely clear your mind like a blank piece of paper.
     
     I come from a bloodline with quite a few heroin addicts and bad alcoholics, so it has always been something I’m wary of. At most, I’ll have a drink maybe once a week- but it has been a few weeks since I’ve even done that. I would honestly rather quit completely than get sucked into a vicious cycle of suffering, it’s just not worth it.
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     FreakSpeely (freakspeely@poa.st)'s status on Saturday, 14-Dec-2024 01:56:42 JST FreakSpeely

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     • RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip
     @RichardKuklinskisIcyGlare sadly, when I don't have access to alcohol, I just don't drink.
     
     no begging for hooch,
     
     no making pruno in the toilet,
     
     no drinking mouthwash,
     
     All that happens is I think more before bed.
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     RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip (richardkuklinskisicyglare@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Saturday, 14-Dec-2024 01:56:42 JST RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip

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     • FreakSpeely
     Not me 😏 once I decide to drink I'm off to the races and it's a continuous degenerate abusing of alcohol just to keep from getting that weird feeling after it wears off and I start coughing and dry heaving and shaking. It must never wear off for me, it has to remain a state of permanent drunkenness
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     FreakSpeely (freakspeely@poa.st)'s status on Saturday, 14-Dec-2024 01:56:43 JST FreakSpeely

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     • RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip
     @RichardKuklinskisIcyGlare I fall into the "drunk" camp rather than the "alcoholic" camp,
     
     but yes.
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     RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip (richardkuklinskisicyglare@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Saturday, 14-Dec-2024 01:56:43 JST RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip

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     • FreakSpeely
     Ah 😏 like how they say alcoholics go to meetings, drunks continue to drink
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     FreakSpeely (freakspeely@poa.st)'s status on Saturday, 14-Dec-2024 01:56:44 JST FreakSpeely

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     • RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip
     @RichardKuklinskisIcyGlare Morning people will never understand our struggle.
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     RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip (richardkuklinskisicyglare@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Saturday, 14-Dec-2024 01:56:44 JST RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip

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     • FreakSpeely
     They're like non alcoholics who don't understand why an alcoholic drinks 😏
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     RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip (richardkuklinskisicyglare@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Saturday, 14-Dec-2024 01:56:45 JST RichardKuklinskisHeavyHeadTrip
     A whole cafeteria full of morning people clapping to the live "Christian band" while some wild bushman pineapple nigger Samoan is yelling "HALLELUUUUUUUUUUUUYAH!!!!" In my ear 🙄 me and another guy said fuck this, it's too early for that horse shit. Fuckin God damn loud party at 8am. It's absurd is what it is. If they wanna preach that's fine, preach. But leave the God forsaken cringe ass music out of it. Not all of us are morning people who wake up on the right side of the bed exploding with positive energy every day. Some of us are old and grumpy like me who HATEs the morning