@Nimbius666 @Hoss @union @EvilSandmich @Turdicus @Moon @adiz @thendrix It's not really that they WANT to die, it's just....
well I know that technically nobody's supposed to be on drugs but it smacks of a similar scent as weed lovers when they just take everything with placid acceptance. Maybe it's the fact that everyone puts their kids on SSRIs, maybe the fact they've never ACTUALLY had to see death, probably a combo of that and more.
But they're extremely blase about dying, at least in theory. Having an IRL close call does seem to push them back to sanity, I guess? Had one once and I had to physically drag the dude out to the plane after we landed because he would have just sat in the lounge staring at the wall for 2 more hours. He just sat there staring at it forever, shaking.
Much to ponder