I wish I felt like I had enough hope in the next 5-10 years to buy a house with the money I set aside from selling my old house a few years ago and stop renting.
The other day a solar panel salesperson came to my door, and I had to apologize that we're renters and couldn't install solar. I would really like to replace the most inefficient possible gas furnace and air conditioner with a modern heat pump. I would really like to install a electric car charger so I could replace my gas burner. I'd like to fix that super saggy creaky spot on the floor I'm terrified is going to bust through and make one of us fall into the basement. I'd love to replace the fence that's completely falling apart to the point that two of the three neighbors have just built a second fence alongside our fucked fence because my landlord is too stingy to go halves with them. I'd love to just feel like it's worth investing in a home and a community and a life here in this neighborhood, without constantly thinking about whether I'm going to have to leave because of absurd rent increases or because I have to flee the country. I'm not asking much, just to live my quiet little life, do a weekly injection, use a bathroom and locker room without worrying each time, on and on. I hate this country, and the fact that a few thousand people in a handful of states are the only votes that matter.