@SouthDakota Nigger faggot OP here is definitely posting some sour grapes about how jealous she is of Mighty Whitey for learning how university is a scam and succeeding in better ways than being indoctrinated and mind-raped by the establishment anti-White judeo-communism useful idiot genocide cult. doitfaggotsuicide.png
@Turkleton@lord_nougat I once was wrestling with my brother, who dropped me on my head and twisted my neck, that left my right leg paralyzed for weeks. That's in my top three most painful times of my life, the other two was that infected abscess, and when I got gallstones and had to get my entire gallbladder removed or I would die. Was on hardcore opioids for weeks to survive the post-surgery agony.
@KingOfWhiteAmerica@lord_nougat@Turkleton I once took some of my dad's klonopin and... it fucked me up so bad, I had to go to the emergency room, where cops followed me asking if I had any intent to distribute and shit like that. I was slurring my speech, trying to text was nearly impossible... I had overdosed because at the time I had my own prescription antidepressants which reacted very badly with klonopin.
@Turkleton@lord_nougat@KingOfWhiteAmerica One of my prescriptions was ativan/lorazepam, a benzodiazepine. It was a "take as needed" script. Whenever I got pissed or deeply depressed I pop some, and my emotions shut off for hours. Blissful to feel nothing at all, not even empty inside. I ended up taking more and more when I got resistant: double the dose, quadruple, eventually I was taken ten times what I was prescribed until even that didn't work anymore. I'm lucky I didn't die, because at such megadoses I should have passed out and gotten a seizure, a heart attack, or my lungs could have stopped working.
@KingOfWhiteAmerica@lord_nougat@Turkleton When I took 5g of psilocybin mushrooms, I had total awareness and perfect memory of everything I was doing. I could look at a complex image and see everything at once. At all other times when I look at a thing it's like I'm shining a laser-pointer at it, seeing only that tiny amount of detail, only looking at one letter or one word at a time when I read. While taking magic shrooms though I could comprehend an entire paragraph at a glance. When watching music videos I could see and name every single piece of clothing and jewelry on the musician even if she was on camera for less than a second, every single movement, every single reflection of light off every article of clothing and her skin and could count the pores on her face and see every reflection within her eyes and every facial feature all at once. I've never been able to do that at any other time: most the time looking at someone I see: their eye color, or the shape of their nose, or the size of their lips or color of their teeth, or the color of their hair. Just one thing at a time and it takes 2-4 seconds to really "take a picture" of that one feature before moving on to the next. It makes it very difficult to identify someone later if I haven't interacted with them much. I've always been better able to identify a person by the sound of their voice and their tone and cadence.
@KingOfWhiteAmerica@lord_nougat@Turkleton I'd love to go for such a great trip like that! I did some hallucinating, like my mousepad was "breathing", there was wavy fuzzies like fur in still images, and when in the kitchen I saw a person's face appear and zoom right into my eyes, and as soon as it touched me I felt like I and that person had become one, like our souls melded.
My sister has done many hardcore drugs, one of which was LSD. She doesn't remember much except being very afraid and blacking out, and her friends said she was screaming about Satan and that Hell is coming for everyone. She begs me never to take LSD.
@harbeau@sun Because it's all about treating a job interview as a first date, and your job is to woo your interviewer with charm and pizazz, you will get every job you want if all you do is give the cougars in HR butterflies in their bellies.
@Humpleupagus@casuist I'm sure I've seen one kike documented as quoting that jews worship Satan, that Lucifer is their Messiah they've been working so hard to bring back and tikkan olam = heal the world = total global jewish ownership, 3000 goyim slaves per israeli.
Nothing about me draws suspicion in any way whatsoever. I'm completely standard as a person, an utterly generic human being who does typical person things like drinking water and mowing the lawn.