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   ??Turkleton Pupptarr?? (turkleton@poa.st)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:33 JST ??Turkleton Pupptarr??
   Hi Filua 😄
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     ☦️KingOfWhiteAmerica☦️ (kingofwhiteamerica@poa.st)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:19 JST ☦️KingOfWhiteAmerica☦️

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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @lord_nougat @Turkleton I’m certainly grateful for the mind-bending far out adventures I had when I was young and foolish; if not for them it’s entirely likely I’d have been a normie. More “successful” perhaps at worldly attainments; but honestly I don’t really even know that. I can attest it makes it a lot easier to understand spirit - not merely in some distant, lofty philosophical sense, so much as a living tangible participant in day-to-day outcomes.

     As it’s something so tremendously personal, I’m not at all qualified to recommend any such pursuits to anyone; but in my case it had a valuable time and place.

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     Mat TL;DF MacShane (bigmattoidchimpin@annihilation.social)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:19 JST Mat TL;DF MacShane

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     @KingOfWhiteAmerica @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @lord_nougat @Turkleton I wouldn't recommend that you recommend such pursuits to anyone, dude. Father Spyridon has eyes everywhere.
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     @KingOfWhiteAmerica @lord_nougat @Turkleton I'd love to go for such a great trip like that! I did some hallucinating, like my mousepad was "breathing", there was wavy fuzzies like fur in still images, and when in the kitchen I saw a person's face appear and zoom right into my eyes, and as soon as it touched me I felt like I and that person had become one, like our souls melded.
     
     My sister has done many hardcore drugs, one of which was LSD. She doesn't remember much except being very afraid and blacking out, and her friends said she was screaming about Satan and that Hell is coming for everyone. She begs me never to take LSD.
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     @KingOfWhiteAmerica @lord_nougat @Turkleton When I took 5g of psilocybin mushrooms, I had total awareness and perfect memory of everything I was doing. I could look at a complex image and see everything at once. At all other times when I look at a thing it's like I'm shining a laser-pointer at it, seeing only that tiny amount of detail, only looking at one letter or one word at a time when I read. While taking magic shrooms though I could comprehend an entire paragraph at a glance. When watching music videos I could see and name every single piece of clothing and jewelry on the musician even if she was on camera for less than a second, every single movement, every single reflection of light off every article of clothing and her skin and could count the pores on her face and see every reflection within her eyes and every facial feature all at once. I've never been able to do that at any other time: most the time looking at someone I see: their eye color, or the shape of their nose, or the size of their lips or color of their teeth, or the color of their hair. Just one thing at a time and it takes 2-4 seconds to really "take a picture" of that one feature before moving on to the next. It makes it very difficult to identify someone later if I haven't interacted with them much. I've always been better able to identify a person by the sound of their voice and their tone and cadence.
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     ☦️KingOfWhiteAmerica☦️ (kingofwhiteamerica@poa.st)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:21 JST ☦️KingOfWhiteAmerica☦️

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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @lord_nougat @Turkleton I never got that effect you’re describing on psilocybin; but it’s comparable to a small-medium LSD experience I had. However, one thing I *did* experience with liberty caps was piloting a hyperdimensional spacecraft through parallel causalities at about twenty simultaneous levels of abstraction. That was gratifying.
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     @lord_nougat @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @Turkleton Yeah one time I inadvertently "roofied" myself with a bar of xanax and a 24oz Becks a few hours later. That was weeeeird.
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     @lord_nougat @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @Turkleton I was at the time in the habit of drinking a beer before bed; but I very very seldom ever had access to benzos so I didn't think much of the whole bar I'd taken prior.
     
     Next thing I knew I was in the middle of playing SimCity with chips and salsa I had no memory of buying.
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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @Turkleton @lord_nougat Wasn't it either that or xanax that juden peterstein went to Russia to detox under anaesthesia from for nigh two weeks ?
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     Tiberius J. Nougat (lord_nougat@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:23 JST Tiberius J. Nougat

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     Xanax is nice. It really does make you not give a shit or make you want to kill yourself anymore. Not actively, at least. You're just... there.

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     @Turkleton @lord_nougat @KingOfWhiteAmerica One of my prescriptions was ativan/lorazepam, a benzodiazepine. It was a "take as needed" script. Whenever I got pissed or deeply depressed I pop some, and my emotions shut off for hours. Blissful to feel nothing at all, not even empty inside. I ended up taking more and more when I got resistant: double the dose, quadruple, eventually I was taken ten times what I was prescribed until even that didn't work anymore. I'm lucky I didn't die, because at such megadoses I should have passed out and gotten a seizure, a heart attack, or my lungs could have stopped working.
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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @Turkleton @lord_nougat That stuff is often fatal to withdraw from 😵
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     @KingOfWhiteAmerica @lord_nougat @Turkleton I once took some of my dad's klonopin and... it fucked me up so bad, I had to go to the emergency room, where cops followed me asking if I had any intent to distribute and shit like that. I was slurring my speech, trying to text was nearly impossible... I had overdosed because at the time I had my own prescription antidepressants which reacted very badly with klonopin.
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     ??Turkleton Pupptarr?? (turkleton@poa.st)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:25 JST ??Turkleton Pupptarr??

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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @KingOfWhiteAmerica @lord_nougat I was prescribed that for a while for anxiety. Felt like I was walking on a cloud. I stopped though because fuck drugs tbh
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     ☦️KingOfWhiteAmerica☦️ (kingofwhiteamerica@poa.st)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:26 JST ☦️KingOfWhiteAmerica☦️

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     @lord_nougat @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @Turkleton Yeah I never went quite so far as meth and smack - I was "good and proper" about it, using my own legally obtained intranasal prescription adderall, and my girlfriend's-at-the-time legally obtained prescription hydrocodone for pretty much the exact same thing 😄
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     /b/ullysattva (iamthemostnormalhumantrustme@annihilation.social)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:27 JST /b/ullysattva

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     @Turkleton @lord_nougat I once was wrestling with my brother, who dropped me on my head and twisted my neck, that left my right leg paralyzed for weeks. That's in my top three most painful times of my life, the other two was that infected abscess, and when I got gallstones and had to get my entire gallbladder removed or I would die. Was on hardcore opioids for weeks to survive the post-surgery agony.
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     Tiberius J. Nougat (lord_nougat@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:27 JST Tiberius J. Nougat

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     Fuck, I needed to get hit by a flatbed truck to experience that.

     I don't recommend it. But it is certainly life changing. Never did heroin again... even thought that had nothing to do with it. But I used it to recover from the 34 hour workdays on meth... it was unsustainable and probably would have killed me. But it was work I believed in. Would be nice to have something like that again... without the adjuncts. But I guess we all pine for the golden years...

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     /b/ullysattva (iamthemostnormalhumantrustme@annihilation.social)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:28 JST /b/ullysattva

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     @Turkleton @lord_nougat I should. I don't want another abscess from an infected cavity ever again. Had a giant gap between my teeth ever since.
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     ??Turkleton Pupptarr?? (turkleton@poa.st)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:28 JST ??Turkleton Pupptarr??

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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @lord_nougat Dude. Tooth pain is quite possibly in the top two worst pains I ever experienced. First being breaking my ankle skateboarding when I was smol
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     /b/ullysattva (iamthemostnormalhumantrustme@annihilation.social)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:29 JST /b/ullysattva

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     @Turkleton @lord_nougat I had some cheap halloween candy but I ated it. My blood sugar doubled by next morning.
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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @lord_nougat Remember to brush
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     /b/ullysattva (iamthemostnormalhumantrustme@annihilation.social)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:30 JST /b/ullysattva

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     @Turkleton I haven't had a good root beer float in forever. I once tried strawberry ice cream with strawberry beer ... didn't work.
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     Tiberius J. Nougat (lord_nougat@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:30 JST Tiberius J. Nougat

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     Yeah, that is just wrong. Gotta be vanilla. [which is the most Aryan of ice creams]

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     ??Turkleton Pupptarr?? (turkleton@poa.st)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:30 JST ??Turkleton Pupptarr??

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     @lord_nougat @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme I have a really good vanilla bean haagen daaz in my freezer 😌
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     /b/ullysattva (iamthemostnormalhumantrustme@annihilation.social)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:31 JST /b/ullysattva

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     @Turkleton It looks like either bubblegum or superman flavor. Very good either way!
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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme I love root beer float so much dude
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     ??Turkleton Pupptarr?? (turkleton@poa.st)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:32 JST ??Turkleton Pupptarr??

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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme What kind of ice cream is that? 😋
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     /b/ullysattva (iamthemostnormalhumantrustme@annihilation.social)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 15:41:33 JST /b/ullysattva

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     @Turkleton Almost as sweet as...
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     HarryNuggets (harrynuggets@poa.st)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 22:13:53 JST HarryNuggets

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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @Turkleton @lord_nougat Holy shit you're a mess
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     @HarryNuggets @lord_nougat @Turkleton Yep, yep, yep. Excuse the granny-aunt maymays.
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     @HarryNuggets @Frank @lord_nougat @Turkleton
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     @HarryNuggets @lord_nougat @Turkleton Ow ow ow.
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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @lord_nougat @Turkleton @Frank someone needs to see the mentos video
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     /b/ullysattva (iamthemostnormalhumantrustme@annihilation.social)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 22:15:49 JST /b/ullysattva

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     @HarryNuggets @lord_nougat @Turkleton She does not look well. :laugh:
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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @lord_nougat @Turkleton Yeah it turns out that it's not a good idea to shove a handful of mentos in you ass followed by some diet Coke
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     @iamthemostnormalhumantrustme @lord_nougat @Turkleton Look on the bright side it can always be worse.