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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Monday, 13-Apr-2026 08:39:58 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
The eyes are a dead giveaway for me.
Trannies have that HRT stare that makes them look like psychos -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Sunday, 12-Apr-2026 21:30:56 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Btw, this week i did this. Tudor Teto -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Saturday, 11-Apr-2026 01:30:00 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Kittyposting -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Friday, 10-Apr-2026 19:55:16 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Well fedi, this week i havent done much because i have lectures 3 days, so i post today.
I wanted to keep doing studies on clothing and so i decided to draw a smug Teto in a tudor style dress.
I think its passable. @myzmadra -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Friday, 10-Apr-2026 04:37:05 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Thinking next week i might pull another anime lady in an old dress.
Maybe Angela in a spanish nobility dress -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Tuesday, 07-Apr-2026 00:38:58 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Same. We have to bear with being absolute fucking retardos that Will not amount to anything -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Monday, 06-Apr-2026 18:29:10 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
I was thinking about getting DeS for the PS5 but i don't think it would be a great idea -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Saturday, 04-Apr-2026 19:31:35 JST
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Well, he essentially told me something i already know in a way that made it look worse than it is. Not a good way to cheer me up tbh. He probably thought he had to tell me how it is for me to realize how things are or some tough love approach, but all this does is just see that i'm a fucking failure that is to blame for his own misery.
Really thinking that if i don't pass the exam i should go to the forest and hang myself. Or use poison or whatever -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Saturday, 04-Apr-2026 19:31:34 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
I wanted his opinion, but not to be so horrifically honest to point out the fact that i'm already a fucking old fart with little experience that won't make it anywhere and will most likely fail anything. He certainly didn't put it like that but it really gave me that impression. And tbh i don't care that much about earning loads of money or anything, but he certainly made it sound like my only option was to struggle with money for the forseeable future as my prospects dry up more and more to the point i have nothing to look forward to.
I also have the options of drowning or throwing myself of the balcony but tbh i don't know if i would be able to bear with the pain. And i can think of many other doors that i can still go through with my meagre qualifications and aptitude, but things don't look very positive in general. And as things stand i feel pretty hopeless -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Saturday, 04-Apr-2026 19:31:33 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Maybe he didn't, but it sure as shit felt like it. I don't care that much about money but what i can get with it. I'm not a big spender in anything and i think i would be content in a meagre hovel as long as i could do what i wanted with my time. Plus, i know money will not be a problem in the forseeable future unless something extremely bad happens. The problem is coming to terms with the horrific fact that i'm a failure that will never amount to anything in any regard. And it's not because i was handed a bad hand. It's because i'm too retarded to play well.
Tbh i want out of all these nagging in the back of my head. The dread for the future, how much i doubt what i can do, all my pitfalls... Right now my own retarded obsession with my project is the only thing that is keeping me afloat and gives me some purpouse. If i didn't had writing and drawing maybe i would have just dissolved into being another faceless wage slave or killed myself years ago. And no matter how hard i try and how much time i put i'm just dissatisfied and i feel like it will go nowhere. It's even more insulting when you see current year slop pushed out and meanwhile all i do withers on the vine. I know it's not amazing, but it's much better than most shit out there.
Work is an accessory to what i want to do. But it seems like i can't find the proper one to keep things afloat. And i will say that at this point i will be forced to choose between one or the other. And i know that the naive retard in me will not give up that small stupid dream.
Sorry for dumping all this on you. -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Saturday, 04-Apr-2026 19:31:33 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Well, way to go thinking i could confide some of my worries to someone. Things only get worse when i try to make them better
I should just keep my mouth shut. All of this has made me seriously consider throwing myself off the balcony and get this over with. I'm a fucking failure now and i'll be a failure forever -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Saturday, 04-Apr-2026 19:31:28 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
There are many things i feel like i'm failing. I don't have enough knowledge/skill/experience and my own personal shortcomings. There is also my overall negative outlook on almost everything too. A bit of everything.
The lack of optimism in the future is something we can't rid outselves of as things stand. I can bear with that as long as i can do my thing since all of this i keeping me more or less going. The problem is not much what others think, even if i have it into consideration, it's more or less how i see things since i keep thinking all i do is too cringe, simple, overcomplicated... Whatever fault i find. In the end it all comes back to my biggest problem which is lack of confidence.
Tbh i thought, regarding to work, to just work for 10-15 years, hog up all the money i can get and then just stop and dedicate myself entirely to writing and drawing. Either that or i could join a monastic order and say fuck everything. After all, there are many dreams i have and most of them are not meant to be.
Thanks a lot for hearing me out. Many times i really feel like i'm going insane with all of this. -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Saturday, 04-Apr-2026 19:21:42 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
What do you expect? For us to get kicked in the balls once a month? -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Saturday, 04-Apr-2026 19:21:41 JST
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That would be brutal. Because i have experienced it already -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Saturday, 04-Apr-2026 19:21:40 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
I hope it doesn't come back, my nig. -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Friday, 03-Apr-2026 03:22:19 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Right now it's in like kind of sort of beta. It's still incomplete as hell and it runs like crap -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Friday, 03-Apr-2026 03:12:56 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Damn, it's really crazy to know that Yandere Simulator is 12 years old -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Friday, 03-Apr-2026 01:22:27 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Today i'm on fedi like -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Thursday, 02-Apr-2026 23:16:45 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
Because you will be chinese tomorrow -
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Morghur the Inkgave (morghur@decayable.ink)'s status on Wednesday, 01-Apr-2026 03:37:00 JST
Morghur the Inkgave
>Get a porn game where you have to run a chattel slavery den where you kidnap women and turn them into baby factories
>It's actually a pretty ok management game
Who would have thought?