@Dagnar@JeffTheJoker@Sui@Bunsen Interesting this was all sparked by a Scaeffer Cox quote - can you all stop for a moment to say a prayer for him that they grant his request to overturn his wrongful conviction? Thank you 🙏
@TimeSpent@Sui@KonataWagner@transgrammaractivist@mimic@BowsacNoodle@boburtle I blocked the group of them that were hounding me. I since unblocked a few, and we are actually really nice with each other now. You just have to take the time to actually talk and listen and not talk past each other or try to play these silly gotcha games or talk in circles. I think everyone is going through enough as it is. The world is literally falling apart, we could be on the brink of a conflict in the middle east (we already are let's be honest) and the economy is broken. We have people who want to throw us in jail for using hurty words and having wrong think. We have political prisoners suffering alone right now. There is already so much pain and hurt in the world. I think people here should try to get along because we all have much more in common than we disagree on.
Here is the original post that you came to comment on. I say here that my crime (this was in response to talking about Owl continuing to trash me while I am not trashing Owl back and after I apologized. I said my crime (for why Owl hasn't dropped it and keeps saying negative things about me) was helping political prisoners and going on Tim Pool and trying to help people) this was after the vtuber stuff, after my apologies to Owl and everyone else. Why don't you show any of those posts?. You have once again done chery picking and you did grab all the screen shots of the back and forths and you didn't include any of the screenshots of owl sniping at me after I apologized to Owl and everyone else. You also left out a lot of the screen shots of what people were saying to me.
I did apologize to Owl and to others. Owl was trying to continue to do what Owl does, gaslighting you that they are "on your side" while suggesting that you are trying to do things you were not trying to do. Like owls claims that I was "pedo jacketing" anyone, I was not.
@mimic@KonataWagner@transgrammaractivist@BowsacNoodle@TimeSpent@boburtle You get upset with me for making 1 post about vtubers without having encyclopedic knowledge of the topic while you claimed last night to "know" why I left NCD. You commented on something as if you knew it, that you couldn't possibly know except what I said publicly which you never shared the screenshot on.
The fact is, I made a post that turned into a hellthread and I apologized to everyone. I never had any problems with anyone on fedi before that, or pretty much since then. I had a few people who after I left NCD immediately follow my Poast because they wanted to troll me, Sui and some others. So I immediately blocked a few people because I was already stressed and I didn't want to deal with more stress. I have had my house raided, I am monitored online. Everything I say goes into a file. There could be numerous informants sent to fedi to specifically try to get me to say something that could be twisted or used against me.
I'm sorry you don't understand what I was going through and am going through. You have offered zero grace or compassion throughout this entire "conversation" which has been you clapping at me over something from months ago under the guise of defending Owl. I apologized to you last night, which you did not respond to. I said I have no problem with you or Owl and that I love you both.
You implied it. You made it sound like owl was defending me and I just randomly lashed out unprovoked.
I didn't drudge it up, owl made a rude comment about cunnyposters without having any information about reports I have made and did this publicly to join in a dog pile. I believed after that owl didn't like me. I apologized to Owl and I asked about it and I would have liked Owl to apologize to me for making that post claiming I didn't care about users I have reported before.
>I will admit that I made a mistake when it came to saying it started because you attacked her when she defended you. You attacked her because she made an offhand comment about not seeing you go against cunnyposters here and having a 3 day meltdown over that. What she said wasn't antagonistic, but you got butthurt because she didn't know you reported cunnyposters and lashed out at her? After you said you were leaving?
Yes, you were wrong then tried jumping all over the place and making this about vtubers and big boobs.
What she said was antagonistic and I'm sure other people would agree. I said I was leaving because I was under stress and upset and once again for the 1000th time I apologized. People kept taking that post of me saying I'm leaving - and tried to hound me off the platform.
>I provided a screenshot of Owl trying to give you advice when you said she never tried doing that. You also seem to hold to the lie that she didn't accept your apology despite me providing a screenshot for that too. She wasn't the one who tried drudging things back up, that was you.
You showed owl giving me advice and me being courteous.
>So you need more context for the reason why you asked a grown man if he would be interested in the 13 year old girls in your neighborhood? Do you normally ask people that?
I asked that because I had "grown men" DMing me pics like that and saying inappropriate things. I had one person say they were sexually attracted to a child character from Pokemon, so yes I asked the question because I didn't know what kind of person I was dealing with and I was incredibly upset about the things people were saying.