Notices by Green Roc Thoughts (greenroc@mastodon.social), page 2

@hellomiakoda I believe it is a bodily reflex to pull away, regardless of what our frontal lobes choose to do.

@theautisticcoach It's not stopping or starting that bothers me the most... it's the sudden u-turns at 60mph when someone demands my attention to switch tasks immediately.

@timberwraith Being there in the life you need seems better than the alternative of being a fake imo.

It sucks here tho, so much mistreatment from society, but we have our rare few who like us as we are.

Galileo inspires me, so does Alan Turing.

@georgetakei They have forgotten the job of the president, which is to serve the people.

@hellomiakoda I'm using Linux Mint Bazzite

@hellomiakoda Linux has been a struggle for me to get used to.

I did switched one PC to Linux, in the middle of this Windows 11. I have felt like windows has been crap ever since 8 came out.

Unable to shove my taskbar to the side was the last nail in the coffin for me.

I have three PC's. Only one has Windows, and when this 11 dies, I will go to linux with all my machines.

@hellomiakoda And XP was my favorite.
Gotten worse every version.
I was ok with Vista, I was refusing to use 7 until I was forced into it.
9? I dont remember at all.
I hated 10.
I hate 11.

I use Win11 still, because some things just dont work on Linux. or I have to install a crap ton of other things to play things I have on Windows.

And I still have not remembered what Linux file explorer is called.

What is the name of the MS paint on Linux?

@hellomiakoda 8 and 8,1 was the word in my opinion. I never used smartphones and it was like the entire interface turned into a smartphone.

I got lucky and found a legit version of windows 7 before they were taken off the market, so I completely skipped 8 stuff. I probably only had the 8 crap for a week.

@hellomiakoda Start Menu before 8 is where to shut it down.

When 8 came out, I had no clue how to shut the thing down. I had to call someone to help.

@hellomiakoda Grats!
(cusses at invasive firewall)

@hellomiakoda I wonder if damage to brain cells causes migraines.

@hellomiakoda Shove it up Uranis! 🤪

@hellomiakoda LULZ!

Ba-dum-tss.

If a dog barks in my hearing range, that conflicts with my disability needs.

Cant move away, cant get away, policies are letting dogs live anywhere, and I suffer and die from stress-induced mental anguish, a psychological death from neglect, ignorance, policy adherance, implicit boas, bigotry, class inequality, etc.

All of the above and more, cant pick just one cause of death, causes are many, cant pick just one unless you wanna be a form filler.

Damned rules keeling us slowly.

@hellomiakoda Idk about dimmer nobs, the only dimmer knobs I know are scrolls, vertical, go down to dim, afaik.

@hellomiakoda Yup. The submissive housewife wanting a nuclear family, and I was supposed to be the last piece of her perfect ideal family.

I never was ever good enough even tho she was taught to tell me "We did the best we could" and "I love you" but oh her correcting me on her deathbed was just devastating to my self worth. I'm glad they're dead, so I could be free of their performance and corrections.

@hellomiakoda Ohhhh ok. I expect clockwise to volume up.

@hellomiakoda
And remember, when you brother decides to turn volume to max on the dial, and unmutes it right as he leaves the house, you turn it back down or you will get your face slapped by your mom's open hand because you only turned off the power in the panic of that sound event your brother left you with, because he grew into a rich as fuck tech bro and your an unemployable autistic with sound sensitivities.

What the fuck was I supposed to learn other than assholes win and I suffer.

@hellomiakoda

Test it first.

@hellomiakoda Seems so.

Medical dont want to deal with what looks like mental problems.

Almost feels like they take glee in declaring me psychotic.

I wonder if they get paid a bonus for getting me relocated out of their medical wards into mental holds.

Gross neglect, and I wont want to die without being an example of what not to do to people like me.

I dont want my death to mean nothing. I want to be a martyr for proper medical care, if anything.