Notices by Green Roc Thoughts (greenroc@mastodon.social), page 2

@hellomiakoda I dont like so much hardware (finite metals) having to be replaced so fast.

Wasteful capitalism, there's a limit to how many fridges can be made.

I wish those people would stop assuming malice by default. Hurts innocent people too damned much.

Misjudged and banned, why does this keep happening, and is there anything I can do about it other than cry and sulk?

i feel like I am exeriencing an abnormal amount of being disallowed from spaces over someone else's mistaken perception of me.

i try to be good wherever I go (limited by my disability), and no matter how hard I'd try to be the best person and obey all the rules, I find myself, quite often, shoved out of places I was enjoying, because someone else thought I had evil in my mind.

@hellomiakoda I feel some of my own thoughts here...
My entire vocabulary is a mixture of things I heard from other people. My words are not my own. Words are something other people came up with.

Watching a lot of movies and listing to songs was a major part in helping me to speak (I am speech delayed, didnt speak until I was four)

Just now, Ace Ventura "alright then" is the first echo in my mind of things I remember, in his voice too.

@hellomiakoda I can do that.

@hellomiakoda We are not ok. We can hope there's an impeachment, or a assassin who will be more accurate (better than nick an ear). I have to hire a caregiver, which costs money, which was left by my mother who passed away from having inefficient care.

Living independantly is a lie.
We all need help, in one way or another. None of us would be alive without someone else helping.

I wish I had better news, but we're damned for the next 4 years.

Interviewed a new caregiver yesterday, she seems like a good fit.

She did ask what are my "goals" and I'm reminded of what I read from @hellomiakoda a while ago.

I have no goals, I just wanna sit here and play PC games and build Lego for the rest of my life.

I have an interest in politics because my life depends on government supports.

Trump's attitude and policy changes happen to lean into the direction of removing the supports that keep me housed and fed.

I'm paying attention to his choices to prepare myself for the future which might be devastating. Self protection is active.

@hellomiakoda Yeah, lets wait some, slow and steady, as I am a slow learner too. Repeats will likely be needed. This week is overloaded, another time then.

@m @hellomiakoda I thank you both. Transition between Windows and Linux seems like it will take a lot of help, and time.

Been with Windows since before Windows 95. I have a lot to learn and adapt into this new-to-me system.

@hellomiakoda Yes please. Two of my three computers keep "reminding" me that I need to upgrade them. I am not interested in paying over a hundred dollars because some programmers got creative and money hungry.

@hellomiakoda Bad people taking something good, and turning it bad. I wish I could just have my own computer without someone else hijacking it and installing babysitters... their name is Microsoft.

@hellomiakoda whoever the hell did that to you is abusive and needs to be removed from your life for your health and safety (and their safety as well).

@hellomiakoda Eye-contact evasion. Yes please.

@hellomiakoda I've measured my bed (lazyboy) and calculated the empty space needed for movement as well. I come up with my need for a 4ft by 6ft horizontal internal space, with about 6ft height, a vertical space which I am willing to be minimized slightly shorter if needs be.

@hellomiakoda A similar item suggested by this employee was a "whisper room"
https://whisperroom.com

@hellomiakoda Me and my verbal advocate spoke to one of the employees whose personal pet project is making safe acoustic spaces for autistic people. I recall he said he recently built a quiet zone for someone's autistic kid, and he and us felt like we could collab to make ourselves more connected to services to make these kinds of acoustic environments friendly-to-autistics more standard.

@hellomiakoda

Not bolted to the walls.
Custom Built inside.

Link:
https://soundproofsandiego.com/soundproofing/

A doctors note.
AGAIN.
They are being fucking ableist.
I"M AUTistiC. NO NOTE IS NEEDED IN ADDITIION TO THE FACT I AM FUCKING AUTISTIC.

https://www.autism.org.uk/advice-and-guidance/topics/sensory-differences/sensory-differences/all-audiences

https://news.utdallas.edu/health-medicine/hyperacusis-autism-research-2023/

https://www.autism.org.uk/advice-and-guidance/topics/sensory-differences/sensory-differences/all-audiences