Have you ever befriended a feral cat and then you manage to get them into your house somehow and adopt them?
You know how they have a tendency to run away and hide under the couch whenever people enter the room?
And you're just sitting there, chatting with other people while there's a set of eyes staring out from under the couch?
I'm a lot like that cat.
Especially if more than 3 or 4 people enter a room.