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@matty@nicecrew.digital I'm still out of the loop about what he did and why people are having a heated discussion about him 😕

@bot@seal.cafe ok Faye

@bot@seal.cafe Kacho wanted to see my tits. How many have asked you for yours? And I mean people you actually consider a friend, not one of the weirdos who simp for you on the tl simply because you're a female. And I also want you to remember I've seen Ew shirtless. Something you never got to see in spite of how much you begged. I never even asked and he sent it to me. Face it, men like me better than you. And remember I still have your face pic. The uncropped one from your Faye kf profile. I'm inches away from posting it but thankfully Bloomfer already did that for me a while ago. Good on him!

@Kacho@breastmilk.club @Owl@nicecrew.digital @SK1ZM@nicecrew.digital >I can only handle one little girl losing her mind over me at a time.

You realize it was you who did this right? You lead me on for months and months. You made me think you CARED. You told me you were thinkimg about me when i had to stay in the psych ward for the first time. You mused on sending me chocolates. You wanted to see my tits! You made me think you wanted to be my friend. But it was all a lie wasn't it? You abandoned me once you thought i wasnt convenient anymore. You only cared about yourself. You did this. You.

@Paleloon@poa.st @Owl@nicecrew.digital @Kacho@breastmilk.club @SK1ZM@nicecrew.digital I've talked privately to many guys online. Only a small percentage of them asked to see my tits. And Kacho is among that percentage. Why not just go to pornhub? What makes you think you're special enough to ask for tits from some "little girl" you don't know?

@Owl@nicecrew.digital I'm not trying to fight with you anymore. With you I think it's better if I remain (relatively) free of psychosis. But you know I wasn't lying about Kacho right? He's done really creepy shit with Hussy after she refused to e-date him.

@Owl@nicecrew.digital this isn't me saying you should hate Kacho or whatever. You can do whatever you want and feel however you want to feel. I just want you to understand I'm not lying about him.

@Owl@nicecrew.digital @Kacho@breastmilk.club just that he's not innocent either. You know how it is. Story with no victims we both suck we both hurt each other we're both villains blah blah blah

@Owl@nicecrew.digital I've tried, but he pushed me off. If he were willing to then I would also be willing. But he doesn't want to so whatever. If I miss him too much I'll just go fuck the handsome fit bald who works at a bar near me. I've been getting lots of people asking me out lately so I'm sure he'd be down.

@Owl@nicecrew.digital sometimes your only option is to fuck the pain away.

@Owl@nicecrew.digital you know, I honestly don't give a shit what happens to me anymore.

@Owl@nicecrew.digital ok, this is long so buckle up. it feels like I don't have much to live for. I got diagnosed with bipolar and I've had psychotic episodes that drove people I cared about away and made them hate me. Like Kacho for example. Like Ew who deleted his fedi account beacause of me. The whole reason I thought the person outside my house was Kacho was because I was having psychosis. That's just one example of me being psychotic. I also have autism, adhd, ptsd, and generalized anxiety. I probably have bpd too. I've been in and out of the psych ward for months. My numbers are low at work and I feel like I don't belong in the place. I met that black guy at a five guys and I saw the Mario movie with him and some other friends. But outside of that i really don't have a life. Most of the time I'm too scared to leave the house. And when I go to work I have panic attacks and I try to hide it from my coworkers which mostly works but it was embarrassing the few times they saw me crying. Idk. My condition is just making things so hard. I think I'm unhelpable. I think I'm going to die young and unhappy.

BTW I'm making sure @Kacho@breastmilk.club sees this because I'm sure he wants to know why I thought he was outside my house. It wasn't him and I was stupid. A neighbor's house got robbed later that week. Could've been related.

@Kacho@breastmilk.club @SK1ZM@nicecrew.digital @Owl@nicecrew.digital why, so you can try to groom her into being your e-gf too? Frankly I'm still not convinced Owl is a woman but you don't need to be convinced cause you'll automatically go into stalker mode won't you?

@Owl@nicecrew.digital I wish I still could. And I wish he could still like me.

@Owl@nicecrew.digital people are not so replaceable...

@AlabasterBrick@nicecrew.digital he wouldnt die from that because im not his friend.

@AlabasterBrick@nicecrew.digital owl's a tranny i dont itch for him. I think he can scratch that itch in his mouth with a gun though

@AlabasterBrick@nicecrew.digital then i guess that's the correct mentality to have, because im right.

@marine@breastmilk.club @Evil_Bender@nicecrew.digital @Owl@nicecrew.digital Yeah, you were pretty overdramatic when you told me I deserved to almost be killed by Kacho.

@marine@breastmilk.club @Evil_Bender@nicecrew.digital @Owl@nicecrew.digital You literally did though. You told me it was ok for Kacho to abandon me. And that's literally telling me I deserve to die. You told me this several times. You wanted me to kill myself.