Notices by ssorayaa@novoa.nagoya, page 2

@marine@breastmilk.club @Evil_Bender@nicecrew.digital @Owl@nicecrew.digital No, everything i say is the truth. I just wanna know what i did to make you want me to die after I survived Kacho's murder attempt on me.

@marine@breastmilk.club @Evil_Bender@nicecrew.digital @Owl@nicecrew.digital there's nothing deranged about it. Kacho abandoned me, i almost died because of it, and you said several times it was ok for me to almost died. And you manipulated people like owl and ew into agreeing with you. I was told Ew deleted his account because "seeing me like this" was making him too sad or whatever, but he really shouldve thought about before making my situation worse by telling me i deserved to lose friends. Losing friends is literally dying. Fucking psychopath told me i deserved to die. And you should've thought about it too.

I tried to move on, but how can i move on from the one of the only people in my life who's ever made me happy? I miss Ew too but i keep having to remind myself he condoned me almost dying like you did

@KitlerIs6@seal.cafe it's pointless. I can never find anyone who will make me happy again. How can i even move on when there's nothing for me to move on to?

@Owl@nicecrew.digital it's true though. No thanks to you.

@Owl@nicecrew.digital get your ERP away from me

@Owl@nicecrew.digital No, i dont have to wish. You're literally right here trying to erp with me. My wish is for you to not do that. So why do you want me to kill myself anyway? Please answer seriously, no jokes and no erp.

@VBurner@poa.st @Owl@nicecrew.digital for her? Is Owl a tranny? No woman would ever act like Owl so either he's a man or a tranny.

@VBurner@poa.st @Owl@nicecrew.digital no, owl is definitely not a woman. Probably a tranny tho. Maybe he can join me in suicide.

@VBurner@poa.st @Owl@nicecrew.digital trust me, it's true. No woman on Earth talks like Owl. It's exclusively a male thing. Ive been abused by enough men to know.

@VBurner@poa.st @Owl@nicecrew.digital ive been abused by women too. Not as much as men, but enough to know the differences in how they operate. And Owl matches all the male abuse patterns and not a single female one. 100% a man. And if he's told you he's a woman that just makes him a tranny who needs to join the 41%.

@VBurner@poa.st @Owl@nicecrew.digital when someone on the internet tells me to kill myself, i can tell when they're just trying to make me upset vs. when they actually want me to. Owl is 100% in the latter camp because he believed all of @marine@breastmilk.club's lies about me. Typical tranny lack of intelligence

@VBurner@poa.st @marine@breastmilk.club @Owl@nicecrew.digital Yes. He does. Thank you for understanding.

@VBurner@poa.st @marine@breastmilk.club @Owl@nicecrew.digital because it all relates back to Kacho almost killing me. Someone like you telling me to die doesnt affect me. Ive never known you and I dont care. But Owl was kind to me during my psychotic breakdown. That's why it was baffling to see him suddenly turn on me and tell me that I deserved it when Kacho made an attempt on my life. And i think it's because of the 200 pound e-whore Marine, who used to be freinds with me until she started telling me i deserved to die at Kacho's hand and then she started a smear campaign against me making other people believe her lies. I believe that's what she did to Owl, so I was hurt when Owl said i should die, but frankly I just found out he is a tranny so nothing he says matters. I do hope he ropes himself before i get to do it to myself though, that would give me one final thing to laugh about.

@marine@breastmilk.club @VBurner@poa.st @Owl@nicecrew.digital >I never said you should die.
When someone loses a friend, and your only reaction is "oh well, move on", you are LITERALLY TELLING THEM TO DIE. LOSING FRIENDS CAUSES PEOPLE TO DIE AND I ALMOST DID. If you think it's ok for someone to LOSE FRIENDS, THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO MAKE THEM HAPPY, then you are wishing for that person to die whether you realize it or not. YOU LITERALLY TOLD ME TO DIE. I NEEDED KACHO AND YOU FUCKING TRIED TO CONVINCE ME I DIDNT. YOU TRIED TO MAKE ME DIE.

@marine@breastmilk.club @VBurner@poa.st @Owl@nicecrew.digital >we all lose friends.
Yeah, fake ones. Ones who dont matter. Kacho mattered very much. Or i suppose he tricked me into thinking he did.i didnt dieYou almost did, you just didnt realize iti got over it.This gives me reason to think you're not telling the truth. One doesn't just "get over" something like this, it's not possible. I'll give you the benefit of the doubt though, i'll just say you're hiding your emotional torment because you think you can keep living. That's good on you I guess. But I can't keep living. So there's nothing wrong with me making my torment known. It's not going to matter for much longer.

@marine@breastmilk.club @VBurner@poa.st @Owl@nicecrew.digital This person meant more to me than mostNow you understand how i felt about KachoHe outgrew me and that's okayIt really isn't. He hurt you and is still doing so from a dstance.i didnt dieYou probably didnt realize it but im sure you did

I empathisize with you more now since we are both victims of selfish, lying, narcissistic people who made attempts on our lives. But unlike you im simply not able to gaslight myself into thinking i'll be okay. Believe me, I've tried.

@VBurner@poa.st @marine@breastmilk.club @Owl@nicecrew.digital the truth isnt "childish."

@LovecraftEnthusiast@nicecrew.digital so what's your excuse then? Go back to tiktok

@AlabasterBrick@nicecrew.digital I know what abandonment is, and what it means when you tell people things like what Owl said to me, so no, I'm not.

@KitlerIs6@seal.cafe he sent me a death threat though