@RichardKuklinskisIcyGlare @Tony @Doll @p @Evil_Bender @grizzlywhisker @zeke @Glassjaw @Wobbegong Just sounds freaking horrid. I’ve only ever gone on binges earlier in life, for a few days at a time - never anything long-term. Had a couple funny black-out type events that were hilarious in retrospect. But I felt so wrecked that the last thing in the world I wanted was a drink, for a couple months. Oh and the time I had some beer and xanax - that was nuts; lost like six hours, came to eating chips and salsa playing SimCity2000 (or 3000? not sure) with no memory of how I got there.