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@Highroehler @The_Almighty_Kek @Bead @Evil_Bender @KiKi88 @d0c40r0 @matty @princess Like it’s clear I wasn’t even a good fit for NCD, so I don’t understand why some of you are even mad in the first place except to pretend to be for some sweet sweet NCD solidarity or whatever. You don’t even care or voice your concerns that I actually fucked up by leaving Matty to hold the bag on moderation and the NCD Gaming project that I was actually supposed to be responsible for but didn’t put in the effort toward because I was fucking around on movie streams and getting drunk playing Mechwarrior. You’re just people who don’t even know me, who I never interacted with, that have the gall to call me all this ridiculous shit and make all these claims but you don’t actually know anything.

None of you reached out to me beyond the few following me again on Poa.st, to which I voiced my displeasure because I think it’s best if that doesn’t happen for now and that has nothing to do with them. It has everything to do with me not explaining myself. Yet nobody asked me in the first place but whatever, I figured I’ll set the stage for that. I have not said bad thing one about any of you, and yet I’m getting it in spades which pretty much validates a major reason why I left. Like I get it if you’re mad that I fucked Matty over, and I did, but I wasn’t wringing my hands going “Hon Hon Hon how do I fuck ze Matty over today?”

It was a stupid and impulsive decision based on things I’m not going to get into with you, but I can with the NCD mod team if ever they are interested and want to hear me out. Personally if they think I should go fuck myself that’s alright too.

But holy shit, the fed implication thing and this backhanded “lol I was totally gonna own Owl with this thing I was thinking but actually did say but am too boomer drunken White trash to remember” stuff just takes the piss.