@roadriverrail Same. My biggest complaints were the under-usage of Bill Murray and Evangeline Lily, but there was a lot to enjoy. Unlike some of the fandom, I have found things to like in all of the Phase 4 and 5 content so far.
@roadriverrail@epilanthanomai Yeah, I am good with curated. I do not necessarily want to be in an echo chamber but I also do not want to spend time in a place…well, like Facebook.
@roadriverrail@epilanthanomai I am kinda inclined to block them, honestly. I don’t want to see the Fediverse become the next EZMode social media platform. I like the fact that there is a degree of difficulty in setting up and using it because I feel like it builds a stronger sense of community and accountability. But I am also looking at that from a very high position of privilege and know that historically that kind of environment is dominated by people who look like me.
@roadriverrail One of the things I love about cruising is that I have very few choices to make. The most complicated usually being “how much effort do I want to put into eating?”
@roadriverrail For me I feel like I have hit several different homeostasis points in my life. Right now it is around 200 pounds, and the 5-10% variation around that number has been consistent for about 3 years now. It was 250 for a few years before that. Intermittent Fasting helped me move that bar. Or at least I think so. It honestly might just be health related. :/
Have an endocrinologist now and have started long-lasting injection insulin. The transition has been rough. My BG levels are all over the place lately and even when I think I am eating “properly” they skyrocket on me.
Honestly I am at the point where I feel like I might as well give up food as well because why should I have any guilty pleasures any more?
I am sorry for my feed being such a bummer but this has literally become the only place I can talk about the shit going on in my life without dealing with complications.
I am on edge due to a potentially major development in my cancer treatment. It is possible I will be getting surgery much sooner than I thought. I am excited and absolutely terrified at the same time.