Notices by Rayne, Unexpired-Covid-Test-Having Bourgeois Ass (salad_bar_breath@todon.nl), page 7

I hate that when horny-dog-having old lady misgendered me, my thoughts aren't "fuck her" but "was I not walking femininely enough?" or "God I really need FFS" or "My three years is coming up and like...still?".

Like as annoying as it is talking to cis people, and them acting like misgendering just means that the person was shitty bad person thing so ye of lacking virtue, I wish I could just simply think that, instead of it ruining my whole fucking day.

I wonder if cis people would so easily put someone in the box of "shitty person" if they got misgendered. Probably not...

Like cis people will be like, "oh yeah getting misgendered just isn't really something to get worked up about, I wouldn't care if it happened to me."

But like when I ask y'all your pronouns, you look at me like I just farted in your face when you had your mouth open with no warning.

@siege I've seen parents do some weird shit to actualize the validity of the "grief" of losing the conception of the assigned gender of their kid.

Tanking >$30 billion of value in a social media giant by purchasing it and making it Nazi shithole is definitely a new one though.

Hey y'all, per usual I hate to ask, but still nothing has panned out yet that gives me financial stability, so I am.

Can anyone spare a donation? I'm about out of food stamps and money, and per usual it happens pretty quickly every month. (I'm basically left with like $70 a month after paying my phone bill and the portion of rent HUD has me pay).

Help a poor trans girl out if you can. 🥺 Thank you 🖤💜

PayPal: @saladbreath
Venmo: @rynyday
ko-fi.com/salad_breath
linktr.ee/rynynite

@mutualaid #MutualAid #TransCrowdFund

@kryptskiddy if there's ever self serving people disproportionately going off of someone based on loose allegations, that person seems to always be a tran.

I feel like it's some kind of, "oh well, trans people can still be racist/anti-Semitic/etc (which is true of course)" so that sort of logic just kind of justifies the transmisogyny they're already comfortable spouting.

Like particularly this person today popping off was cis and I've seen them do this to other trans women before.

What's extra fucked up is I feel like when trans women do shit "wrong" on here, they get this very specific targeted attack where as if these dusty ass white cis dudes do shit they just get subtooted about once and then we move on like we just sort of expect this fucked up behavior from them.

It's fucking bullshit

Today on shit Rayne was right about but no one listens to:

A large influx of traumatized assholes from Twitter led to people replacing meaningful solidarity with marginalized group into self centered assholes (usually outside of said marginalized groups) honking about shit that satisfies their confirmation bias, craving for conflict, and rewards them by enveloping them in notifications that release dopamine.

As usual, there will be no "accountability", nor is any desired. Nobody becomes safer after this, only less safe. And people move on with their miserable fucking lives with every system of oppression at best in tact but usually strengthened just a tad bit.

...and like y'all know this shit too.

Everytime you talk about these kinds of campaigns having some measure of success you talk about some person who is a receptive and open person who did one thing wrong, got called out on it so much that their PR team decided they should actually let said person know about it, and then they fix it and write a good and meaningful apology.

This shit never actually works. Again, this is just so y'all's sick hearts can get likes and boosts and feel a twinge of self importance in a fucked up existence that is cruel to us, and benefits from us fighting with each other, so we never band together and fight people that are actually fucking with us.

Real allyship with marginalized groups will be something that won't make you feel important, won't satisfy your need for conflict. No one will know about it. You just do it because it's fucking right and you feel empathy for another human being that you have more in common with than some asshole who looks like you, or does gender or fucks like you.

...and again, do whatever the fuck you feel like you gotta do. Block me, mute me, whatever. Idgaf. I'm still gonna be poor AF with my $165/mo disability check living in HUD housing with my Trumper ass landlord and these straight bitches around me Nazi boyfriends listening to weird MAGA rap regardless.

What are you gonna do, cancel me off the Fedi? Lol I've been asking for this shit

Also, I'm not important enough for you to get a bunch of likes and boosts from for talking shit about. So do your worst.

I will say that one good thing that came out of the whole ordeal with the orchi and havening to call other places is that I called the place in Pittsburgh to see if they take Ohio Medicaid...

And like the person working at the desk was like, "um...this clinic only does stuff for males". Bewildered I'm like...um yeah like male-to-female gender affirming surgery right**? She's like yeah. So I'm like okay yeah that's what I'm looking for. Then I asked her if they take Medicaid or managed care plans from other states, and she's like no.

So I'm just going to take that as she thought from my voice I was AFAB. 10/10.

**This is not language I normally use and I hate describing myself as MtF, mainly because I'm just simply a fucking F. I was just working off her use of the word "male".

I'm about to tell Social Security I'm too gay to get a job

Okay y'all

So my girlfriend @sofia texted the owner of Chapel Hill Winery in Dawson, PA to have her change the name on the ads and stuff.

They then deadnamed her and said that her "new direction" does not coincide with the vision they have the for the winery.

Which like, we all know what that means right?

Feel free to let this piece of shit know how we feel about that in Google reviews or the other socials.

If I had a car I'd have a bumper sticker that says, "I'll fight your dom"

That was like 5 hours of mental illness and I only lost one follower?! Tf

@tarajdactyl lmao I was just talking to @elexia about that, the only concern is them getting the anesthesia right.

@tarajdactyl exactly, that is what has me so upset. This is a big hospital. They have people that can do it. A veteranarian can do this fucking surgery. But they won't.

@Terra Thanks girl, and I'm really sorry this happened to you too 😿

I will definitely get everything set up with a new place, but I'm just taking the weekend to be really fucking angry and sad.

@amy

@tarajdactyl yeah I'm definitely serious, as much as I wish I was joking