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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Saturday, 03-Jan-2026 17:55:16 JST 
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After 5 months of work on an openLDAP related project with everything you can think of, very close to finish IMO, as in, add Oauth, debug, and ship it, yesterday I suddenly got told that they couldn't continue paying me for the project anymore (I got fired). -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Monday, 22-Dec-2025 09:39:27 JST
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@p @dcc @j @dj @TeaTootler @sun it's very very sad that 90% of the time the meds that they give are the ones the books they read to graduate said, instead the one a particular person with particular problems needs. I was very lucky with my psychiatrist, that did trust me that no SSRI was really working, identified my problem fast, made me jump to a SNRI, and after some time, finally identified my problem and gave me the right "real" meds I needed to stop living depressed and having dark thoughts. The meds that psychiatrist won't give you unless you went through "the process" before, and therefore they trust you. -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Saturday, 20-Dec-2025 23:05:44 JST
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@lanodan @twinspin6 don't hate me, just thinking you could have upload these to https://pastebin.com/ or https://privatebin.net/, stating password and even delete date if you needed, but most importantly, it would have seem more organized. -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Saturday, 15-Nov-2025 14:37:09 JST
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And you made it again, no matter what they say or how bad is the weather, today is Friday; congratulations, you keep soldier on during one of the most unfair times in modern times~ -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Saturday, 08-Nov-2025 23:55:50 JST
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It's Saturday -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Thursday, 30-Oct-2025 20:23:33 JST
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We reached Thursday guys. Do what you gotta do and stay on your way since tomorrow it's Friday. Some of us will have to be frugal until next week, but that's ok, right?
Me? I have no money but I'm content that I was able to buy the PATRIOT 256gb SSD to replace the ADATA SSD, I really hope this one lasts at least a year...
Poasting a blue Reimu since it seems fitting for the times. -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Monday, 27-Oct-2025 20:54:47 JST
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@Suiseiseki because of the chances to recognize the SSD or because we are libres? -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Monday, 27-Oct-2025 20:26:32 JST
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Guten Morgen!
It's the start of another week. It's Monday. No Linux kernel will recognize my second larger SSD that I bought 8 months ago. Yesterday the headphones I have been using for 3 years stopped working, RIP.
But all that can't go against that I'm on my favorite Linux distro, and that the week began with 7C on Spring, and it feels really really cold coming from the 20C we were having in the morning. And the cold will last all week, so that's cool (pun not intended).
Hope you guys start the week with the right mindset of fixing little by little your problems -not saying I have the right mindset, but I know it's not the wrong mindset, because the uncounscious still tell it.
And yeah, my life got reduced that using a specific operative system and the weather being very cold -to be Spring in here- makes me a little happy. -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Friday, 03-Oct-2025 16:49:20 JST
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She unites people -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Thursday, 02-Oct-2025 08:37:10 JST
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Today was a good day, although I feel posting this before nighttime might be a bad idea, this post from 12 hours ago at 3.20AM
https://hidamari.apartments/notice/Ayl3M6potq0u0MeqTA
that I made when I woke up, shows I have been awake and doing things (also was able to do some gaming today) all day since so so early. No body replied anything, which made me sad, even thought some people here on hidamari might be tired of my posting, which I could understand. -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 21:43:38 JST
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So it's a sunny Sunday. There's nothing more common and depressing to me than a sunny Sunday.
I know I'm the problem, that needs either the small buzz of a week day of the city, or a cloudy and cold day, even better if it also rains to listen to the sound of it.
The real problem here it's that I need someone to not be alone all the time... but that's not gonna happen at my age. Even less likely to happen when I have to dedicate most of the day to LDAP's password schemas. Is there a god that takes these kind of situations as suffering for some karma or afterlife's coin?
*sigh*
Sorry for my rant. Enjoy some nice feet at least. -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Sunday, 28-Sep-2025 18:49:15 JST
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feeling cold aand old -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Tuesday, 23-Sep-2025 22:28:30 JST
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Difficult night because of some thoughts, hope we will definitely see today what was that about... it's already difficult sneezing blood in the morning to won't be able to sleep because of the subconscious.
Life it's very hard for some people, for many people! but "It is what it is" someone said, fuck someone then!
Busy morning, hope y'all have a good Tuesday! -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Saturday, 20-Sep-2025 10:45:47 JST
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Cirno is being serious -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Thursday, 18-Sep-2025 13:45:01 JST
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@phnt @p @mint any Kinder choco here became incredibly expensive, ARS $20.000 to the current exchange, it is exactly $30 dollars. For 12 Kinder eggs. -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Sunday, 14-Sep-2025 07:03:12 JST
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@p @j @Wiz @j @Mamako not following this, but damn, what a fun game Heroes 3 -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Sunday, 14-Sep-2025 04:40:09 JST
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Enjoy your Saturday people, I'll try do the same here -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Thursday, 11-Sep-2025 19:33:47 JST
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Yesterday I finally got submitted to an Endoscopy that I totally didn't want to have due to anesthesia -because of my prior problems, I was super afraid that it wouldn't work properly on me, like it wouldn't be able to knock me out properly and I would wake up in the middle of the procedure. I know, but that really scared me more than anything.
Well the anesthesia went without problem, I barely remember it, but the doctor couldn't finish the Endoscopy to see what was wrong with me, because he found too much blood while going into the gastrointestinal tract with the microcamera due to an upper gastrointestinal bleeding.
Due to how things happened during the day, I came back home for "rest" until there's a date for the procedure aka surgery. I also got explained why I have been feeling more tired than usual, with some blood going to places it shouldn't (use your imagination), it causes a lack of iron, which causes the sudden tiredness.
I have been going from being so depressed to so angry, this already was affecting my working performance and therefore I'm in a dire economy situation. I'm going to leave my old ko-fi here if someone can help me, for the first time I'm not ashamed in e-begging: https://ko-fi.com/touhoumoot
Please help me so I don't have to worry so much about bills and my mental meds on top of this bloody thing.
I practically have no family, only my cousin and uncle are left and they always wanted me far from the family.
I will do my best to keep working even when I feel suddenly tired, because that's when depression hits the worse.
The last pic it's a paper napkin from when I woke up and sneeze my nose.
Sorry for the quality of the pics. -
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Tuesday, 09-Sep-2025 00:47:48 JST
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:debian:anokasion (anokasion@hidamari.apartments)'s status on Friday, 05-Sep-2025 17:25:26 JST
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@p sorry, but fell in love with that pic
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