Notices by 💜 Dr. Blight ❤️ (rasp@raru.re), page 22

@Sh4d0w_H34rt its not your fault nobody can help me. not even me.

@Ezzy @ChaosKitsune

I always wanted to be a transfem tomboy but instead I'm just ugly and stupid

@bunni how do I set those up?

I really don't wanna be alone right now.

@Sh4d0w_H34rt I have heard that so many times my entire life and nothing has ever improved. I have worked my ass off to try and do something and no matter how hard I try nothing works.

heeeeeeeelp

@Sh4d0w_H34rt I'm tired of spite I'm 36 too old for that shit. I'm tired and want to die.

@Sh4d0w_H34rt I feel like walking out into traffic

@Sh4d0w_H34rt I tried that but it is genuinely difficult to hold it together when you have bipolar disorder and absolutely no emotional support system, no family, no friends, and only an overworked therapist to help even slightly.

@bunni I just wish someone would make time for me sometimes you know? it would feel good to know someone thought I was worth any amount of effort

@EverBeyondReach if thats true then why doesn't anyone? I try to put myself out there to try and get people to wanna spend time with me.

Nobody makes an effort.

Clearly I aint worth the time or energy.

Clearly I get what I deserve, and I deserve nothing.

@Sh4d0w_H34rt I aint got any value. I don't see anyone putting in any effort to try and get to know me and spent time cause if they did I'd be so happy.

I am a bad friend, a bad person and everyone is right to not waste their time or energy on me.

All I wanted to do today was play something with my friend for like an hour but I fucked that up like I always do.

@malcircuit same.

Eeeeek! Socialism right?

DM: Your prize is three candies that cast calm emotions on the user

Me: So they are the okayest jawbreakers in the world?

@0orpheus so... its futurama then?

DM: So to guess how many feathers are on this bird make me an int check

Me with a + modifer: *Sweats*

*Rolls*

*Nat20*

DM: Well how many feathers are on the bird?

Me: 15!

Dm: I guess its 15!

Anyone know of any good gender affirming voice training coaches for hire that aren't stupid expensive?