Notices by 💜 Dr. Blight ❤️ (rasp@raru.re), page 21

@Ezzy yes

@Ezzy I guess but like why?

I have such a big headache from the blood draw my head feels really bad

had to do a fast blood test. I have such a fucking headache

Being suicidally depressed has the advantage of lowering my appetite so it makes fasting for blood work slightly easier.

@bunni I also made an xmpp raspbryl@magicbroccoli.de

@Ezzy I'm just exausted

@Ezzy did you feel like doing anything?

@Ezzy I just wanted someone to spend time with

@Ezzy nobody can help me.

my mental health is crushed and I fell like my insides got torn up in a blender

@Ezzy Why?

@Ezzy if I had friends this wouldn't be an issue.

Even my cats want nothing to do with me TT-TT

I give all the love and attention and food and I ask for so little in return but I never get anything.

I would give people so much in return for just a little attention its insane. But for some reason no matter how much I try and offer nobody thinks i'm worth it. not even a little.

I just wish somebody would make time for me every once in a while... make me feel a little less worthless.

Why is that always asking too much? I'd do so much in return.

@Ezzy *headdesk*

@benda sugar free root beer. I think its good anyway

I just wanna be gay and happy.

@bunni https://matrix.to/#/@raspbryl:matrix.org