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radixverum@poa.st's status on Wednesday, 30-Oct-2024 02:36:52 JST 
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@IAMAL_PHARIUS Always have been -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Wednesday, 30-Oct-2024 02:36:42 JST
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Wednesday, 30-Oct-2024 02:34:59 JST
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New video up on my NiceCrewTV
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Sunday, 20-Oct-2024 05:41:53 JST
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@TimeSpent @Sui @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @mimic @BowsacNoodle @boburtle I blocked the group of them that were hounding me. I since unblocked a few, and we are actually really nice with each other now. You just have to take the time to actually talk and listen and not talk past each other or try to play these silly gotcha games or talk in circles. I think everyone is going through enough as it is. The world is literally falling apart, we could be on the brink of a conflict in the middle east (we already are let's be honest) and the economy is broken. We have people who want to throw us in jail for using hurty words and having wrong think. We have political prisoners suffering alone right now. There is already so much pain and hurt in the world. I think people here should try to get along because we all have much more in common than we disagree on. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Sunday, 20-Oct-2024 03:37:43 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle We will go through this line by line:
Here is the original post that you came to comment on. I say here that my crime (this was in response to talking about Owl continuing to trash me while I am not trashing Owl back and after I apologized. I said my crime (for why Owl hasn't dropped it and keeps saying negative things about me) was helping political prisoners and going on Tim Pool and trying to help people) this was after the vtuber stuff, after my apologies to Owl and everyone else. Why don't you show any of those posts?. You have once again done chery picking and you did grab all the screen shots of the back and forths and you didn't include any of the screenshots of owl sniping at me after I apologized to Owl and everyone else. You also left out a lot of the screen shots of what people were saying to me.
I did apologize to Owl and to others. Owl was trying to continue to do what Owl does, gaslighting you that they are "on your side" while suggesting that you are trying to do things you were not trying to do. Like owls claims that I was "pedo jacketing" anyone, I was not. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Sunday, 20-Oct-2024 03:37:42 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle You get upset with me for making 1 post about vtubers without having encyclopedic knowledge of the topic while you claimed last night to "know" why I left NCD. You commented on something as if you knew it, that you couldn't possibly know except what I said publicly which you never shared the screenshot on.
The fact is, I made a post that turned into a hellthread and I apologized to everyone. I never had any problems with anyone on fedi before that, or pretty much since then. I had a few people who after I left NCD immediately follow my Poast because they wanted to troll me, Sui and some others. So I immediately blocked a few people because I was already stressed and I didn't want to deal with more stress. I have had my house raided, I am monitored online. Everything I say goes into a file. There could be numerous informants sent to fedi to specifically try to get me to say something that could be twisted or used against me.
I'm sorry you don't understand what I was going through and am going through. You have offered zero grace or compassion throughout this entire "conversation" which has been you clapping at me over something from months ago under the guise of defending Owl. I apologized to you last night, which you did not respond to. I said I have no problem with you or Owl and that I love you both. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Sunday, 20-Oct-2024 03:37:42 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle >I never said you didn't apologize for lashing out at her, but you drudged things back up because she said mean things about you before you apologized.
You implied it. You made it sound like owl was defending me and I just randomly lashed out unprovoked.
I didn't drudge it up, owl made a rude comment about cunnyposters without having any information about reports I have made and did this publicly to join in a dog pile. I believed after that owl didn't like me. I apologized to Owl and I asked about it and I would have liked Owl to apologize to me for making that post claiming I didn't care about users I have reported before.
>I will admit that I made a mistake when it came to saying it started because you attacked her when she defended you. You attacked her because she made an offhand comment about not seeing you go against cunnyposters here and having a 3 day meltdown over that. What she said wasn't antagonistic, but you got butthurt because she didn't know you reported cunnyposters and lashed out at her? After you said you were leaving?
Yes, you were wrong then tried jumping all over the place and making this about vtubers and big boobs.
What she said was antagonistic and I'm sure other people would agree. I said I was leaving because I was under stress and upset and once again for the 1000th time I apologized. People kept taking that post of me saying I'm leaving - and tried to hound me off the platform.
>I provided a screenshot of Owl trying to give you advice when you said she never tried doing that. You also seem to hold to the lie that she didn't accept your apology despite me providing a screenshot for that too. She wasn't the one who tried drudging things back up, that was you.
You showed owl giving me advice and me being courteous.
>So you need more context for the reason why you asked a grown man if he would be interested in the 13 year old girls in your neighborhood? Do you normally ask people that?
I asked that because I had "grown men" DMing me pics like that and saying inappropriate things. I had one person say they were sexually attracted to a child character from Pokemon, so yes I asked the question because I didn't know what kind of person I was dealing with and I was incredibly upset about the things people were saying. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:10 JST
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@TimeSpent @transgrammaractivist @KonataWagner @BowsacNoodle @boburtle Yes, my crime is helping political prisoners, making a documentary, and doing interviews to raise awareness about the case. It was seething that I went on Tim Pool for some reason, I would go on any big platform because I'm trying to get the word out to help people in a desperate and horrific situation. To use that as an attack vector is bad faith and it knew what it was doing. It tried to malign my work, while it's done nothing. I talk about Jesus and being a mom. What is there to see the about unless you just enjoy seething and pretending to be a special boy. Which is why I tend to lean towards it being a man. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:09 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle No it wasn't trying to defend me or give me advice. I notice you don't include what it was actually saying, I wonder why.
And I didn't call all vtubers pedo enablers, as a bunch of people tried to claim, nor did I say "anime is pedophilia" which a bunch of people tried to claim I said to get others to dog pile on me. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:08 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle Also interesting is Owl here acts like I was going after vtuber posters but not cunny posters. I never want after people who post vtubers stuff here. I didn't go after anyone, I made a statement and a bunch of people dog piled me. I have reported the cunnyposters because that is actually pedo posting but I never went after anyone for posting vtuber material or accused any person here of promoting pedophilia because they enjoy or watch vtubers.
So no, Owls numerous attacks on me were always unprovoked and unfounded. It has continued to trash me and try to discredit my work. I don't think it's justifiable as innocent men sit in prison right now depending on people seeing my work and sharing it. It harms them to try to make up lies about me and attack me for going on platforms with people some don't like who have a large audience that helps me spread and raise awareness. I have no idea why we are back to this, when it shows that owl wasn't being nice to me, wanting trying to defend me or offer me advice. I have never gone after Owl, and I'm not the one who has attacked someone for months from behind a block. I don't use alts to go after people either as some do. I used harsh language with it and apologized and it never apologized for lying and it continues to sorry about me. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:08 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle Yeah but that's the lie. I have gone after those people, that's what I'm talking about. Owl was not "defending me" as you claimed, she was trying to say I don't go after actual pedophiles when I have done more actual reporting on pedophiles and pedophile networks than Owl has. You didn't have to mention that claim - I brought it up because it was one of a slew of lies people made about me trying to get others to attack me. The actual original post was this "vtubers promote pedophilia" which was meant to be provocative and get people to think. I never said all tubers did this but some do and a lot of them play into this. I was particularly upset about the one who called itself an "ethical pedophile" and was advocating for 12 year old anime waifus. Admittedly I didn't know much about vtubers, but as a mother I was upset. I also made posts saying I didn't have a problem with vtubers who looked like adult characters, I once again, note you haven't included screenshots of that.
This is the issue. I have gone after all pedophiles, there is none I haven't gone after when I see them including anyone who even used the word cunny. I reported one of them to Matty and he got rid of them. This is what owl was lying about. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:06 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle > You didn't?
Show me where I said someone was a pedophile and should be banned? -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:05 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle Yeah I was actually making a joke, which I also said later on in the same thread I believe, but unlike some people, I don't feel the need to screen shot and save all this or even waste my time looking for it. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:04 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle When I made that joke - it wasn't a genuine debate - with whom specifically? Who was I debating with? At that point I don't believe it had turned into a massive hellthread yet and yes, I did. It was a joke. I wanted the screen shot of the post I was REPLYING to that you originally posted. I didn't ask you to grab screen shots to try to control your own narrative. You're the one grabbing random ones from random times in that conversation - it's not even in chronological order.
There isn't a narrative either, there is what this thread was originally talking about - which was Owls attempts to discredit my work and it's continued harassment of me even after I apologized to Owl and everyone else. I admitted that I was under stress and pressure during that time and I was overly sensitive. Why are Owls continued attacks after my sincere apology justified? The most I did to Owl was lash out during a time I was being attacked by tons of people and dog piled. I said sorry to Owl and owl continued to attack me and malign my work. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:03 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle My original complaint was about vtubers - not Fedi USERS. I could make my initial post "vtubers and anyone here who watches them is a pedo" if that's what I thought. I didn't, but you already know this. So cunnyposters again was irrelevant to the topic. Cunnyposters aren't on YT as far as I know. They don't have livechats with kids, as far as I know. I was dog piled for days, I had a meltdown bc of the stress I was already under. I thought the feds had people online trying to mess with me. I got paranoid and I had personal reasons for leaving, like I already explained, I didn't want to lash out and I wanted a break. I moved here so there would be less people following me. I'm still on NCD by the way so this is so bizarre and insane.
>You claimed Owl's problem with you was about going onto Tim Pool. It was never about that. You know it. And I came into this thread to call you out on that.
I apologized to Owl for the ONE TIME I lashed out at owl, and it continued to attack me after that. Also I understand parsing context is hard but the point of my post was I have no idea why owl continues to rage at me when I apologized and haven't mentioned them or interacted with them since but owl keeps attacking me even from behind a block refusing to let it go. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:03 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle >So...it's just a joke that you say watching or listening to Vtubers makes you a pedophile, but you made a "thought provoking" thread about how Vtubers promotes pedophilia. Without having seen or listened to any of them in context? Also without realizing that there were Vtubers that were not petite like Gura?
I never said "watching or listening to vtubers makes you a pedophile" and you didn't post one screenshot to back that up except a reply to someone where I was making a joke and that person who I was talking to, can probably back that up as he doesn't have any problem with me.
You keep making this about vtubers when this thread was not even about that -it was about Owl.
My original post was simply "vtubers promote pedophilia" I did not say all vtubers did this, I did not say if you watch vtubers you are a pedo or pedo enabler. I went on to make the distinction between characters who look and sound like adults and ones who do not.
You did not include screen shots of me talking about that or me talking about my concern of children in livechats thinking they are talking to kids their age. That and the ethical pedo stuff is what mainly upset me. There was also one who talked about like loli.
>Was it also a joke when you insinuated in the other screenshot—where someone was explaining what a child looks like in anime culture—could be interested in the 13 year old girls in your neighborhood?
No I was asking a question. I would have to look at the whole thread in context to see the whole thing.
>Also, all the screenshots I've provided, were to prove a point. You asked me for screenshots when I mentioned big boobed Vtubers because you thought I didn't have any. You moved the goalpost to going after people to "did I say they should be banned??" When I posted screenshots of you going after people.
No I asked you for screenshots when you made the initial claim that owl was defending me when I told it to STFU. I asked for the post owl made that I was replying to.
You moved the goalposts from talking about a specific incident with myself and owl - to turn to turn this into another vtuber hellthread bc you know you're more likely to get others to pile on if you do this. You did not post any screenshots of me complaining once about people on fedi posting vtuber content. Owl is the one who moved the goalposts by bringing up cunnyposters which had nothing to do with vtubers and children being in their livechat which was what I was concerned about and the talk of ethical peods. Owl insinuated I was upset with vtubers posters on fedi but not cunny posters. Like I said and which has been established, my complaint wasn't about people on fedi at all it was about content creators who are vtubers. They are on YouTube. I didn't complain about cunnyposters because I can just report them. I didn't think, like I said, I needed to make this a public proclamation.
>And yeah, this thread probably wasn't about Owl, but you made it about her because you were gaslighting about the reason why she can't stand you. You conveniently leave out that you threw shade on her after the apology—which she accepted from you. You lied about her not trying to give advice to you, or liking or supporting you before.
When did owl accept my apology? I never said owl didn't like me before - where did I say that? Show a screen shot. I said owl has unfairly attacked me. You still haven't shown anything where I even said anything bad about owl other than telling it off for trying to hen pick and start drama. After I apologized to Owl I haven't mentioned Owl again, I haven't attacked owl for months like owl has done to me and I never tried to discredit owl as a person.
>You'd already decided to leave over the Vtubing when Owl brought up cunnyposters. As far as she knew, as far anyone else knew, you never had a 3 day meltdown over cunnyposters on NCD before calling it quits. That's not antagonistic mentioning that.
Lmao imagine thinking you have any insight into my thinking or decisions and imagine thinking I give a shit about vtubers and that having anything to do with why I left. If it did, why am I talking about it now? I didn't have a three day meltdown over vtuber posters on fedi.
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:02 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle I would also add that during this three day dog piling of me, I was called a:
"Blown out whore"
A "negligent mother"
I was told my child should be "taken from me"
I was told I should be "raped"
I had people passing my dox around
I had people DMing me rude comments and inappropriate images, etc.
No one really "came to my defense," not my close friend and former co-host, not my close friends that I knew from before NCD even existed, except Mushroom I believe. I had some people reach out to me privately to say they didn't agree with what was happening and how I was being viciously attacked, I had some people reach out to quietly say they agreed with me.
I had people lying about what I said to try to encourage people to continue dog piling me - this is what owl was trying to do with its cunnyposter comment you shared. Do you condone those comments about me? Do you think that was warranted? And even still after all that I was the one who apologized to everyone for that hellthread, I apologized to each person individually I may have been harsh with also. So, going back to the original point here, owl has continued to attack me and malign my work much after this while I haven't responded or engaged at all and even after my apologies to everyone including owl. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 21:31:02 JST
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@mimic @KonataWagner @transgrammaractivist @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle Additionally, I have no idea why you felt the need to use this as a reason to launch a personal attack on me, which is clearly what this is under the guise of being about you just wanting to defend owl when I never had a problem with you and I still don't. I have no problem with Owl either, I pray for you guys both. Whatever you're really upset about, which I suspect is about vtubers, I apologize. I am not a perfect person but I'm not a bad person and I'm not even a mean person. I love you all. -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 08:21:08 JST
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@transgrammaractivist @KonataWagner @BowsacNoodle @TimeSpent @boburtle How did I get upset? What specifically did I say that you think is unfair? -
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radixverum@poa.st's status on Saturday, 19-Oct-2024 08:09:45 JST
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@TimeSpent @transgrammaractivist @KonataWagner @BowsacNoodle @boburtle Why is it quietly seething all the time? It's unhappy and wants others to be unhappy also. It has no basis for it's absurd and numerous attacks on me, which I did not return in kind except calling it the B word once.
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