Notices by bazkie, washed up nerd (bazkie@chaos.social), page 4

@multiverseofbadness ✋👊 congratulations man!! well done! must have taken quite some effort 💪

@HauntedOwlbear 👏

@bmacDonald94 I wish the US can have a president like him again some day. 🙏

Thanks fedi frens for always helping me out with mental health stuff 💚 👏 🤗 you are the best

#Mastodon #Fediverse

@multiverseofbadness pee in the sink!

@HauntedOwlbear never gets old!

@HauntedOwlbear thanks! I'm not fully sure.. so opinions are helpful 🙏 (could still be a bit of both of course)

Online dating match fell silent for a few days..
Me: "I feel you lost interest, that's okay, good luck and all the best"
She: "Oh no I was just busy!! Still want to meet!"
Me: "I misinterpreted! Let me know when you want to meet, no hurry"
She: few days silent again (that's okay)
She: "Yeah I kinda lost interest, sorry"
Me: "Okay thanks for telling, guess I did feel it correctly after all :D"
She: "Nah you didn't, it was more of a self-fulfilling prophecy"

Am I being gaslighted or what lol 🥴

@bmacDonald94 Dolly :rainbow_heart:

@bmacDonald94 oof, I made the mistake of reading a bunch of comments, almost half of it is from braindead morons 🙈

but anyway great article, thanks for giving this exposure 🙏

@multiverseofbadness naw thanks! well it's weekend so then I try to "force" myself to not work, and do something more special; but the problem is I don't have much energy for special things, and also doing those things usually feel just as lonely as working on my game, so it's kinda bound to be a downer whatever I do.. and I kinda don't have any idea for a special thing to do to start with anyway 😋

I really need a relationship I think 😅

thanks for the hugs and for letting me vent a bit 🤗

Today is lonely and empty. What activity shall I undertake to fill it with meaning?

@multiverseofbadness what if it was really Keanu!!! 🤩 And he only wants $1000 to help him transfer $10 million back to you! That's a steal!

Had the last Djembe course lesson today, and just like the last singing course lesson it was a nice goodbye with the group 🙏

Am a bit sad now that both courses have ended, and there's a holiday period coming up, so no courses for bazkie the next few months..

Gotta fill that void somehow 😬 Suggestions? Drugs? Sex? VIOLENCE?? 😅 😇

My binary triangle tree code is working! So basically this splits up the terrain into a higher resolution where needed (around the racetrack in my case). Roughly 300 lines of code.

Was procrastinating on this one, so I'm proud I finally got it done! Kinda needed that dopamine hit, as a counterbalance to my dating life disappointments 😆

#GameDev #IndieDev #IndieGameDev

#Capitalism #Fascism

@HauntedOwlbear well you sure sold it to me! 🥵 😂

It's weird on dating sites that almost everyone's profile is like, I'm a super happy person and my life is very stable, live laugh love hahaha!

I wish there was just one person with a profile that says you know what, I find life to be pretty dang hard, I fear that everything could just collapse at any moment, also I'm too fat

#Dating

And sometimes they're like.. I'm looking for someone who has their life in order.. but that kinda makes me suspicious..

Sometimes reality just fucks things up out of the blue.. so does that mean they would dump me the moment something difficult happened? 🤔

Yeah, I wish there were more real people on dating sites! People with scars and flaws!

@HauntedOwlbear to be fair tho, why would anyone need any other characters than that?