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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:55:55 JST eris
@Arcana @dushman @nyx i can distinguish between BPD hallucinations and reality, it just catches me off guard a lot. And even with drugs you can tell the difference between drug hallucinations and reality, similar to how you can imagine an orange and know that orange is not real -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:45:24 JST eris
@Arcana @dushman @nyx yeah this started when I was a kid actually and has been a thing my whole life.
If anything I can have really beautiful experiences with drugs that most people can't relate to. Like on DXM I can create huge vivid cityscapes and DMT-like visuals and remember them, on acid I can paint like 4D paintings in my mind, and it's interesting to find out that this isn't normal. -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:41:28 JST eris
@nyx @Arcana @dushman my hallucinations are weird, but I think mine come from BPD more than HPPD. like I'll hear whispering in my ear, I'll see signs with phrases directed to me that'll change if I look again, I'll see people that disappear. It's wild -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:39:51 JST eris
@Arcana @dushman @nyx it's mainly just your dream entering your physical space, while you're obviously unable to move. It's the desire to "fight back" that causes it to be scary, you have to be aware basically of how you're creating that vision and what it's responding to.
If you can be completely neutral and accepting, you can ask the figure to pull you out of your body so you can astral project, or you can imagine it doing so and it'll follow.
Then you just have to remain calm enough when it happens to not wake up from excitement of astral projecting. If you can do that sleep paralysis goes from scary as fuck to a very useful tool -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:34:01 JST eris
@sandy I'm begging white people to just be normal instead -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:32:55 JST eris
@Arcana @dushman @nyx sleep paralysis is interesting cause it can actually be a useful tool if you can recognize what's happening and be calm -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:29:22 JST eris
@Arcana @dushman @nyx would take a lot to not be able to drive. I have astigmatism and can still drive -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:27:19 JST eris
@dushman @Arcana @nyx you should try Salvia -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:24:49 JST eris
@dushman @Arcana @nyx I'll get this if I'm really tired or if my blood sugar is fucked up -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:22:58 JST eris
@dushman @Arcana @nyx id love to know more -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:22:30 JST eris
@Arcana @dushman @nyx of course they do, thus the term "bloodshot eyes" -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 08:19:24 JST eris
@nyx @Arcana @dushman is it different than this kind? Cause I know this can be normal and is what I experience where you can actually see your white blood cells being carried
I do experience a lot of visual hallucinations but I'm trying to imagine what hallucination visual snow would be different from this -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 07:42:03 JST eris
Thank you @ukko for being my 100th onlyfans subscriber -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 07:31:32 JST eris
@animeirl egoball -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 05:55:41 JST eris
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 05:32:54 JST eris
@Ukko retüürn -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 05:29:35 JST eris
@epsi @animeirl Bluesky seems like it's for people who want mastodon.social but are too stupid to understand fedi -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 05:24:04 JST eris
@nyx SURGEON GENERAL'S WARNING: Nyx Land Causes Lung Cancer, Heart Disease, Emphysema, And May Complicate Pregnancy. -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 05:22:54 JST eris
@animeirl @epsi do you want stale Facebook memes, discussions of tweets despite not being on Twitter, celebrity worship? -
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eris (eris@akko.disqordia.space)'s status on Friday, 22-Mar-2024 05:18:12 JST eris
@epsi I'm gonna be totally honest, even with all of X's issues I still find it a lot better than Bluesky