@Arcana @dushman @nyx yeah this started when I was a kid actually and has been a thing my whole life.

If anything I can have really beautiful experiences with drugs that most people can't relate to. Like on DXM I can create huge vivid cityscapes and DMT-like visuals and remember them, on acid I can paint like 4D paintings in my mind, and it's interesting to find out that this isn't normal.