Notices by LittleScrapsoftheNorth (littlescraps@mas.to)

Hello, been working for 2 days to cut down brush for the driveway and house pad, so dirt guys know where to clear! We did all with a hand saw. But so excited the backyard village is one baby step forward.

#actuallyautistic so yeah struggling with childhood trauma like we all of do. Because mom said she loved me but really didn’t love me who I really was, realized I have been applying this “rule” to my relationship with hubby. Just had a nice trip with him and we had a breakthrough. He doesn’t verbalize much, & I now know due to autism I apply rules to behavior & have applied wrong rule to his reactions. Ack, so lost at this point, like I don’t know what people mean, ack, but I thought I did.

#actuallyautistic sometimes I f&!ing hate being neurotic-variant, hate my mom was narcissist, & damaged me where it is so hard to trust. I hate I wasted 50 years trying to fix the unfixable. I am now I embracing my neurospicy but I get so fucking SAD. I JUST WANT IT TO BE EASY TO TRUST PEOPLE. I want to snap my fingers & trust my partner, but I can’t right now. not cuz of anything he did but cuz of my fucked up all or nothing/black & white brain and it’s stupid RULES.

#actuallyautistic so y’all ever been so fricken out of spoons that you are so so so hungry, cause you didn’t eat all day and now you are too exhausted to get up and get food, but you are so hungry but you are so tired. Ack I think I am frozen ha ha. Work sucks cause narcissistic employees suck. Fuckin ruins all the fun of playing with accounting data. Oh so did I tell you I am FREAKING HUNGRY. But I am too tired to move. Gotta love being AuDHD. The struggle is REAL:blobcatdead:

#actuallyautistic was experiencing something I notice on certain teams meetings. (Ones where I do not feel safe with some of the people in the meeting) Auto masking, I don’t even realize I am doing it until I click the leave button and can physically feel my face drop it. So I made this video to show my friend what it’s like.

#StarTrek #actuallyautistic so happy I got my new sun shade for my car. Makes me laugh everytime I go and get my mail.

#caturday moved the desk box, and 2 of the fosters were found in full zonk

@liztai why are they doing that? Are they making a nest like wasps do?

@clacke @mathowie Alaskans too!

#software ok all the computer people I see posting things I mostly don’t understand but find interesting. Cleaning up and don’t know if these software disks should go to good home or the trash.