Notices by Green Roc Thoughts (greenroc@mastodon.social), page 4

@hellomiakoda Spoiled, as far as a wheelchair person is spoiled when asking for a ramp.

They often dont understand the accommodations we need because the accommodations we need usually arent visibly obvious.

EG: Lights dimmed, sound lowered, exempt from dress codes, more time with everything (paperwork, phone calls, appointments, communication, etc).

Bad? Hell no, not me, never in my life have I EVER chosen malice (my mom would disagree). Different? Absolutely yes.
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@hellomiakoda gfd, I get that too, from people who are supposed to be family... and strangers also have told me that I'm a troll, toxic, manipulative, vindictive... and I am none of those.

My own father accused me of trying to be spoiled, he took that idea to his grave.

I try to be good, every second of everyday of my life, often to my own detriment. But still, most people who come across me will treat me like I'm some evil monster.

Theory: fear of unknown, they feel the unknown is bad.
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@MediaActivist
I'm sorry that staff is so abelist. I wish they knew what being chronically fatigued feels like, clearly they dont get it.

I continue to wear my mask outside my home (damn forgot it today on a short trip to the car)... being without a upper respiratory infection since 2020 is so nice.

Used to get sick twice per year before 2020. I never liked that experience.

Masks work. n95 or better.

@MediaActivist As I like to say, "As much as I could walk on hot coals." to anyone exclaiming how I could do something I really should not be doing.

@hellomiakoda Brainwashed since birth to despise those different from themselves, and intimidated into obeying everyone claiming to be above them in authority... breeding inside them deep distain for everything, and making fun of others is how they cope.

Humans suck sometimes.

@hellomiakoda Thank you. I was worried I might not be giving the best words for your situation with the rude roommates... I agree wholeheartedly with what Murdoc said. They should not be mad with you, unless they are selfish hoomans. Seems like selfish peoples, lacking respect for your time of mourning.

Their game is not that important, if you wanna quote me, tell them to use "blue fire". My past DND groups told me that most DND players should know what Blue Fire means.

According to many people in society, I talk too much. I been declared as "spam"ming without copy pasta, without repeating, in more than one community, one of which insisted on a group vote to vote me out for "spamming"... I was not spamming! Just because i had a lot to say about a lot of topics, does not equate to a spammer who advertizes and repeats themselves with copy and paste.

From my perspective, I havent said enough. For if you knew all about me, I'm pretty sure you'd not think I spam.

I am not paying attention to what day of the week it is...

What a load off my brain, whew :)

@hellomiakoda the check went to my new payee, so it was missing on my own derpyness.

The Trump administration has fired tens of thousands of federal workers, did the admin even think about these people's futures?

People who have to support themselves and their families basic needs will have to find a job elsewhere. Who is to hire them, are there that many jobs in non-federal workplaces?

I think about their futures.
I am deeply saddened.
#USpol

I plan to keep tooting about my current situation of my SSDI check not showing up this month.

I do have people around me to help me out, potentially temporary housing, and access to food...

I might lose my internet, I never know.

My future is uncertain.

When policitcs fuck with lives, I cant just ignore the political articles.

https://www.thedailybeast.com/elon-musks-doge-goons-cause-major-crash-to-social-security-site/

#USpol
#MySSCheckIsMissing

Traumatizing me more will not fix already developed trauma...

Say NO to 'Wellness camps'.
It's abusive traumatizing 'Unpaid Labor Camps' in disguise.

@hellomiakoda I did that the other day, and in my persistence to get an answer, I was threatened with moderators telling me I was spamming.

I was not spamming, I was trying to get an answer.

The pile of lies and assumptions about me wss enough to make me cry myself to sleep.

They dont wanna answer, they want to make me the bad guy and shove me out over claims that arent true... but they think they are right, and think I am the evil one.

I am still suffering from swollen eyelids right now.

@hellomiakoda I'll be evicted.

@hellomiakoda We can hope social security doesnt cease to exist...

I have nothing solid to cover my bodily needs outside of social security. We are not equipped to handle this indeed.

@hellomiakoda "they are in direct opposition to every single moral I hold" I feel this way too.

'Do No Harm' is one of my primary morals.

@hellomiakoda Someone i once spoke to, told me their vision of the future is one without electricity, and all factories were no longer making products, so what we had already made was all we had.

We traded in products, some shops had old machines for trade. EG stuff like Vacuums, tho without electricity, it wont run

@MediaActivist Cheers to you too! Genuine engagement is my preference, not hyped up popularity contests.

@hellomiakoda The right to home repair, oh yeah, I bet that fancy tracball feels nice! I grew up with trackballs for our computer.

@minego @hellomiakoda

I can say, I'm allergic. To coffee.