Notices by Terra: Chaos Lesbian (terra@chaosfem.tw)

I wish I could go back to the days when I spent the day burning 8 hours on Myst.

I love how I say "Supporting Nazis makes you a Nazi" and there's immediately a choad in my mentions who wants to well actually me about how that only makes you supportive of Nazis like what the fuck is wrong with you people.

Another way to say "We refuse to de-platform Nazis" is "We are Nazis."

Trump: I will 100-fucking percent be a dictator.

GOP: Trump is not a dictator 🙄

Trump: No seriously I'm already planning on killing my enemies and I will kill you too.

New York Times: Can Trump really be as nice and friendly as he seems.

Cat ears question!!

Hey, so, this would be a weird question anywhere other than #Trans Mastodon but I'm looking for a replacement pair of cat ears.

Rule 1: They need to be comfortable, like "wear all day and go through airport security with them because you forgot you had them on your head" comfortable (Full disclosure: I've done that twice with my old pair).

Rule 2: They need to be cute. Yes, comfort is more important than peak cuteness because I want to be able to wear them all day and forget they're on my head.

@ryanhoulihan Sometimes I wish that we just called it "normalcy" because that's all we want to feel. But then society would have to acknowledge what came before was "torture" and that's hard for cis to admit to.

Dudes, If you are questioning your gender at all, know this:

Two years ago I was a dude that legit looked like a Klingon and wanted to kill myself.

Today I'm at a resort in Newport Beach and seriously one of the hottest bitches at this pool.

Take the hormones. 💖💖💖

Being Trans and autistic is like living in a closet that was built inside another closet.

"Yes! I'm out! I've finally esc—wait… the fuck are all these clothes doin— DAMMIT!"

These make me think of @WrenArcher but don't ask me why.

https://www.onlymaker.com/collections/boots/products/denim-round-toe-chunky-heel-thigh-boots-cd230525

@Willow yes, this. @WrenArcher is like "okay denim, but cute as hell STYLISH denim."

As bad as things are, it's interesting to think that two years ago I was in the form of a dude who wanted to end this life and today all anyone saw was just a woman walking her children to school.

So that's wild.

One of the interesting things I've learned about women with autism is that we are more comfortable talking about ourselves in writing than face-to-face and OMG IS ANYTHING ABOUT ME ACTUALLY ME?

It's just fucking wild looking back on my life and realizing how much of my life was very very detailed and meticulous study of how to be a good, kind compassionate person who was a good listener and thoughtful of other people and considerate to their needs…

And like 90% of it was just "Stop being autistic you weird-ass freak."

Witch; noun: A women who demands bodily autonomy. See also: Whore.

@roadriverrail I'm out the past two weeks with a groin muscle pull, and probably will be out at least two more :(

@tattie @doppelgrau @lisamelton

@roadriverrail There are three on my roller derby team. I'd not heard it before them, but it was wild being with them. It makes me feel so comfortable.

@tattie @doppelgrau @lisamelton

@roadriverrail Non-binary people who present in a less than perfectly androgynous way who are not Trans masc.

@tattie @doppelgrau @lisamelton

@roadriverrail I love Transfeminine because I know Trans femme enbies who are cis women, and I find the term very inclusive.

@tattie @doppelgrau @lisamelton

I'm still not 100% convinced that I'm #ActualyAutistic

…but I'm finding an awful lot of shit in that bucket that applies to me…

https://taylorheaton.gumroad.com/l/autistic-adult-bingo

@roadriverrail Hips: That they don't grow the way my boobs seem to. I just want hips (and my ass) to pop out, but I'll probably never have them.

I didn't want boob changes at all and researched binders, hiding clothing, and actually filled out insurance pre-authorization for mastectomy just in case they started growing. 100% against having boobs. Actually put off starting HRT for a bit because of that. But the mental changes were so necessary I finally started.

Then at about 3-4 months, something shifted in my brain and I was like "Oh these started growing, and I never ever want them to stop. In fact, I want them to be enormous." Not sure if the E removed a block or actually changed my relationship with my body, but yeah, total shift.

@tattie @lisamelton