@Omega_Variant @Sui @kf01 @diceynes @Doll @SchizoCynic @KitlerIs6 About a year ago I was friends with a girl named Marine and Ew and Kacho. Marine asked me one day if I took any men on here seriously. I said no. She asked me to try with Kacho because he liked me. I didn't take him seriously because Ew had told me he goes after everyone Ew is involved with and it seemed like he was after bot.
I liked Marine a lot. Privately she was kind and sweet so... I watched one movie with him...between that and private conversations, I knew we were not compatible. In reality he didn't like me, he only liked the idea of me. He wanted to change me. This has never been a sign to me of affection. When I decide to even befriend you...I accept your faults too.
Before I had the chance to cut it off. I ended up dealing with a double funeral in my family. By the time I got back he was already upset because I had iceed him out for a week during the funeral and not talked to him. I was mostly wanting to grieve without talking about feelings. There was no break up. It was one date. We weren't even together to break up but I will be stupidly apologizing for this for a year.
His friends created a group dm and accidentally included Penguin. Penguin saw how they talked to me and flipped his biscuit. They told me I was grieving wrong. Called me a bad person for befriending Nazi's and geez all kinda of shit. I was told basically if I apologized and stopped talking to ncd I would be accepted back. Ew was included in this but I do not include him in my unrest as when I asked him to leave me alone...he honored it. Kacho made me aware he and Kacho would laugh about any problems I had to each other. I get it. I don't need everyone to like me. Ew didn't play around with block evading. I appreciated that..still do. I hate drama shit. I just avoid ppl I don't like or who don't like me.
I was still friends with Marine after as I believe in judging ppl as individuals..hive mind is gay. One night she got in a fight with Penguin, Hump and Xeno. They all blocked her.
I wasn't there but I know Hump...he doesn't get upset easy. I knew she had done something. Their group Kacho...Ew got upset that I wasn't defending her or stopping Penguin. But I told her in timeline. Something had happened. I said she needed to be the strong person I knew and talk to the people she had upset. Me babying her wouldn't help. When I fuck up, I apologize.
Kacho proceeded to terrorize me in dm's about her...ncd and shit.. until I exploded saying she was a big girl and if she fucked up its her job to fix it not mine.
He kindly snipped the dm...saying the same shit I had already told her although more harshly and made her believe I was talking shit in dm's.
I kept out of it...and kept quiet so ppl didn't put shit on the timeline and so they wouldn't have reason to attack me.
I made an alt on chudbuds to be left alone for a bit. Ppl exhaust me. I really just love memes. I wanted to post into the void and giggle at shit. Penguin thinking he was funny, highlighted it was me. This started a 3+ day span of Kacho running me over the coals again about being friends with ncd and how I shouldn't talk to ncd anymore ( he was blocked on my main account). The only person that knew about this stuff was Penguin as he was there for it, I opened up to him.