@realpetrateal @nyx no idea what your IRL situation is but we all need to be forming meatspace networks with people (ideally middleclass cis people) who can order diy and people who can compound it, and all of this very much on the DL. it's a lot harder in places that aren't full of trans people but as things get worse and worse more people with privilege are going to realize that they have to throw in their lot with the lumpen.

the bigger problem is surgery. getting access to FFS and SRS has always been difficult, this is going to make it much worse.

we need to be actively building dual structure. social support, medicine, food, community defense. how this is playing out demonstrates that those of us who weren't doing so already (which is most of us, me included in a lot of ways) have been fucking up. from here on out, we need to recognize any dependence on cis society as a dangerous vulnerability that we have to work around.