@ceo_of_monoeye_dating @jeffcliff honestly not sure what would've traumatized me as a kid and gave me an autism diagnosis

father was abusive and controlling while simultaneously being absent all my life, mother's a useless punching bag, both are schizos on just how intense government surveillance is in america compared to china...

vaccines never really traumatized me, i just kinda tightened my muscles and toughened it out, so it's honestly not that

dentists REALLY liked pulling out all my teeth, so probably that? anesthetic or not it still sucked and hurt when it got jammed in my gums

teachers and other students were definitely traumatic, it's pretty much the biggest proof eugenics and genocide is a moral obligation that is considered immoral, and that contradiction would drive any person into madness



also doubt i'll ever be cured of autism if it's actually PTSD, having to put up with the faggotry of humans for a living rather than tending to a farm or hunting animals is inhumane