@givenup @heytomjones @tyler The realization of my own bitterness causes melancholic "depression" at a young age. It's why I get shitty with people who post about how it's so over and billions must die when they haven't taken the time to fix themselves for their own sake. I've said it before, but I was a volcel for a while too and it's because I wanted to fix myself FOR ME and not anyone else. I had planned for it to be permanent if there was no other way, but God had other plans.