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@newt >tell teacher one kid is always bullying me
>he does fuck all
>eventually get sick of it and kick him down stairs, when he stops rolling i kick him again until he reached the bottom
>end up stuck in a school with the scum of the earth
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@themilkman @newt if I could do things over I would stab more people with a knife when they physically harmed me
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@themilkman @newt Zero tolerance meant that bullying went from observable physical stuff that you could fight back against justly to a Chinese water torture onslaught of minor physical, emotional and social attacks. Far better to let kids stand up for themselves.
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@themilkman @newt I once tried to stop a black kid from trying to hit a kid and I got an elbow to the face and a black eye for it. I was given a detention. It made me hate school for about a year.
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@BowsacNoodle @newt man i was shit on so much and eventually gaslit into being told "that's wrong, you shouldn't do that", but thinking back on it i would do it again, in 4th grade there was this kid pulling shit all the time, i just punched him in the nose, after fucking weeks of bullshit, the feeling of my fist hitting his face, the back of his head bouncing on the wall he was just behind, and then immedietly him collapsing and shaking his legs everywhere, while covering his face and screeching, it was like i held a piss for hours and finally got to let it out.
i know it's a pleasure that now as an adult i shouldn't try to enjoy, but that was so satisfying thinking back to it, in general, i hate hurting other people, i tend to feel bad about it, but that was the feeling of justice there, there he fucking goes crying like a pussy to the teacher while i stand there justified, i didn't care how harshly i got punished, i was entirely justified there and i didn't care how others felt about it
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@themilkman @newt Dude I remember girls being absolutely SAVAGE to some of the dudes and they always got a pass. Especially in the middle school years where they'd be taller than the boys. Teachers never did anything about it. I'm glad you're doing better today man.
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@BowsacNoodle @newt for me i always stood on top when it was with other boys, but when girls started to bully me, it just fucked me up man, with other boys eventually i'd just have enough of it and beat them, but with girls it was different.
it was not like i was chivalrous or smthn, to me it was like a rule in my soul that "you never hit girls", which basically meant i didn't know how to retaliate against things like peer pressure and such, the most evil one had me do some very shameful things, i hate her so much man.
it's shameful but took me a while to start being able to look at women face to face, for a while i wasn't even able to breathe if i was too close to one.
thankfully i can talk to them fine now, my Conversion to Christianity helped me a lot with that ngl, since not only am i aware of how God protects me, but also since i am a Christian now i don't have to worry about anything sensual until after marriage and use that as a shield, unironically such a strong gift when it comes to this
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