The other day, when i posted "leftovers", I realised I was not fullfilling my ambition to face the trash in me and my surroundings properly, that I stated as my album concept for "gomi". I am being cowardly. I look away from the things that are hard for me. I am still failing to accept my failures and truly challenge the toxic perfectionist inside me.
Thus I have decided to publish something unpublishable, something that no one "in the know" would ever consider something worth releasing to the world. But that is exactly why I am posting this. Raw, unedited, uncut, unplanned, unfiltered, improvised, horribly recorded, including all the random stumbles, some unintentional microtonality. And my nails are not trimmed properly and you can hear it in the sound.
This is a "nutritious word salad".
https://xymmusic.bandcamp.com/track/nutritious-word-salad
20 minutes of me doing a random stream of conciousness with my voice and guitar. Pure imperfection.
There is nothing revolutionary here, or maybe even particularily worth listening to. But that is not the point here.
1/3 -the rest of the post is below, behind a differnt CW