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   erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 30-Oct-2023 10:43:11 JST erin
   Hot take: If you idolize Nyx Land then you missed the point of the show
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     ??? 妛彁 :xf_nyxsigil: :xf_nyxdisapproving: (nyx@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 30-Oct-2023 11:43:08 JST ??? 妛彁 :xf_nyxsigil: :xf_nyxdisapproving:

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     @elementals @erin "start" implies I'm not already doing this (note to DEA agents: this is a joke, I would never do drugs)
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     elementals (elementals@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 30-Oct-2023 11:43:09 JST elementals

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     @erin Okay but for real, when is Nyx Land going to start cooking meth?
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     lilli (lilli@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 30-Oct-2023 15:41:31 JST lilli

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     @erin yes. the point of the show is that you're meant to make nyx land idolize *you*
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     MondoBizarrro (mondobizarrro@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 30-Oct-2023 15:43:30 JST MondoBizarrro

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     @lilli @erin does that mean that we are our own goddesses competeting to be idolized? Does that make all of us failgoddesses when we idolize each other instead of reveling in our divinity?
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     erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 30-Oct-2023 15:45:17 JST erin

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     @Mondobizarrro @lilli terra you are kind of cooking here
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     elementals (elementals@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:30:50 JST elementals

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     @erin I do actually lowkey idolize Nyx Land. She is the girlfailure I aspire to be (regularly programs, has a job, runs a sex cult, runs a gender cult, runs a schizo cult, lesbian).
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     ??? 妛彁 :xf_nyxsigil: :xf_nyxdisapproving: (nyx@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:30:54 JST ??? 妛彁 :xf_nyxsigil: :xf_nyxdisapproving:

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     @erin @elementals you'd be following in my footsteps and by the end of it realize that having a messy 20s kinda sucks
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     erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:30:55 JST erin

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     @elementals her lifestyle is too stable for me i need to spend my 20s getting absolutely fucked up
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     erin (erin@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:30:59 JST erin

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     @nyx @elementals Awesome. Not going to listen to this
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     ??? 妛彁 :xf_nyxsigil: :xf_nyxdisapproving: (nyx@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:31:05 JST ??? 妛彁 :xf_nyxsigil: :xf_nyxdisapproving:

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     @erin @elementals this is just one of those things where you have to learn by experience, tragically
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     elementals (elementals@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:31:30 JST elementals

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     @nyx @erin my 20s are basically over and they were pretty much all over the place except for still being pretty friendless at the end
     
     it's the perfect time in my life to let loose with the most unhinged, depraved nonsense imaginable
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     ??? 妛彁 :xf_nyxsigil: :xf_nyxdisapproving: (nyx@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:31:35 JST ??? 妛彁 :xf_nyxsigil: :xf_nyxdisapproving:

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     @elementals @erin honestly that explains a lot lmao
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     elementals (elementals@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:32:39 JST elementals

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     @nyx @erin yes, we had it all — spotty employment, 6 and a half years in college, learned the hard way how messy queers can be to work with (we helped run a queer group), we became aware of our plurality (the first few years, where we were also studying, were overwhelming), and had a few drug-induced breakdowns (amounting to acquiring extreme trauma in about 30% of instances where we used drugs)
     
     this is the first year in our life where our ability to do anything for ourselves has felt most stable, and it has been dominated by various health issues making actual consistent productivity impossible
     
     after as much chaos as we've had, it feels as though going full schizo is the logical next step
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     ᚛ᚉᚈᚅ᚜ (kittenlikeasmallcat@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:32:41 JST ᚛ᚉᚈᚅ᚜

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     @elementals @nyx @erin My own advice: go apeshit fucking berzerk legitimately become a serious uncontrollable full on for real fucking danger fr.

     At least that’s what I’d tell me in my 20’s.

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     elementals (elementals@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 31-Oct-2023 00:32:41 JST elementals

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     @kittenlikeasmallcat @erin @nyx we'll have to settle for whatever the 30s version of that is, because we only have about a year of 20s left and the current plan is to mostly vibe through it
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