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   BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 06:20:26 JST BSD/r000t

   This is me asking for help.
   This is me asking for help and not getting it.
   This is me asking for help and not getting it before causing problems for others.
   This is me asking for help and not getting it before causing problems for others who will ask me why I didn't just ask for help.
   This is me asking for help and not getting it before causing problems for others who will ask me why I didn't just ask for help and I will show them this post.

   This is me asking for help. This is fair and advanced warning.

   Someone always asks "Where were the signs?"

   This is your sign. Act upon it.

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     Are you going to shoot something up?
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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 06:26:52 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     What’s the matter exactly? What sort of help do you need?
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     BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 06:26:53 JST BSD/r000t

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     I'd much rather get help. This is me asking for help.

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 06:58:31 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     • Matty
     Ok well maybe start with some new hobbies, you're not going to make any irl friends messing around with linux and gayming, esp if they're mean to you and are bringing you down. If money is an issue, why not just do some gig work until you find something else?
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     Matty (matty@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 06:58:32 JST Matty

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     Alright. What's on your mind?
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     BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 06:58:32 JST BSD/r000t

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     I had to move away from my irl friends so now I have fucking nobody. Nobody to chill and smoke and hike with anymore. My last group of online friends is gone. Nobody to play with.

     I've put out tens of thousands of resumes and have to date gotten zero callbacks. Nobody to work for.

     When I turned 26, I was told that I was no longer good enough to receive mental healthcare, or healthcare of any kind. Nobody to help me.

     I'm considered waste by every aspect of society. At the same time, I'm told I have immense privilege and that everything is handed to me, and that there are more important people who need jobs, healthcare, and yes, even friends, more than I do.

     My only hobbies are Linux and League. I spend all day being told to do horrible things, being called the worst shit imaginable, having every important aspect of myself be existentislly called into question, and every game I report it. I almost never get any confirmation popups. I say literally anything, even completely neutral language back, and I suddenly start getting punished.

     I want solutions. And if I cannot have them, today, I will cause problems for others. I've had enough.

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     The Almighty Kek (the_almighty_kek@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 07:38:26 JST The Almighty Kek

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     I won’t give you the whole “we’re your friends/we’re here for you” trope because we’re not here for you and cannot directly help you. We don’t know you. That’s the majority of your problem here. You’re seeking help and support from virtual people. You’ve been given solid advice. Get off the Internet. Get off the games. Start interacting with real people and start doing what’s necessary to better yourself. Examine your life and what you don’t like about it. Start fixing things bit by bit. A little at a time! You’ll get there.

     From the sounds of it, your first step is an entry level job of literally any kind. Though it sounds like you should focus on a physically taxing job, if possible. You could use some endorphins, which would be much more beneficial to your mental state than anything you’re “smoking”.

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 07:51:27 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     I'm not saying you have to completely give up linux lol, just that you need some more hobbies that involve going outside and interacting with people. Maybe try volunteering somewhere, that's a good way to meet new people.
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     BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 07:51:28 JST BSD/r000t

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     If I give up Linux, I have even less experience than I do now. That's very important given that my employment gap is getting larger and larger through no fault of my own.

     Ekko is the only person I have left. He's the only reason I play the game he's from. I don't play any other games. I'd rather the rules just be applied evenly. Either they aren't allowed to treat me that way, XOR I'm allowed to treat them back.

     Money isn't really an "issue" because there's illegal things I can do for small amounts of money. But I can't get loans or start a lease with cybercrime proceeds. Gig jobs aren't hiring me either. It really is just the illegal shit. I'm very sure they'd refuse to work with me too, if I suddenly revealed who I was.
     @matty

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 07:54:58 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     Is this your tranny "gf" you've mentioned before? Have you reported it stolen or was it not in your name?
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     BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 07:54:59 JST BSD/r000t

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     @bot @matty kinda difficult when my gf took the car and gave it to some discord groomer

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:00:37 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     I don't think he should be engaging in more serious financial crimes lol.
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     Chumchum Tumtum (fcktheworld587@social.linux.pizza)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:00:38 JST Chumchum Tumtum

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     @r000t @bot then you've gotta launder it

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     BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:00:39 JST BSD/r000t

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     @bot @matty Was never in my name. I don't have any money on paper, nobody will hire me. GMAC doesn't accept cryptocurency from cybercrime as proof of income.

     She also keeps saying she'll visit but never ever does. Supposedly she's coming on Saturday but I'm not getting my hopes up.

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:03:01 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     Why would you want someone that presumably left you and stabbed you in the back to visit you? If it's because you're lonely, you're making a big mistake by continuing to entertain that relationship.
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     I am just normal /k/orean (normalkorean@chudbuds.lol)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:04:57 JST I am just normal /k/orean

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     >league
     There's your first problem
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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:13:10 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     The government doesn't just forgive crime because you've laundered the proceeds and paid taxes lmao, he'd just be creating the paper trail for an investigation.
     
     He just shouldn't be committing crimes and stealing from people, and that sort of anti-social behaviour probably has something to do with why he's in this situation in the first place.
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     Chumchum Tumtum (fcktheworld587@social.linux.pizza)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:13:11 JST Chumchum Tumtum

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     @bot @r000t what's the point in having money that you can't use? Laundering enough to use for basic living things, and small comforts, while having one fly under the radar is not particularly difficult to do. If he's already committed the crime to acquire the funds, the government is a lot less likely to get mad that you've decided to pay tax on it

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:13:59 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     • I am just normal /k/orean
     How many hours a day you spend gayming with Ekko?
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     • I am just normal /k/orean

     @normalkorean @matty @bot Ekko is all I have left. Everyone abandoned me. I won't abandon him.

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:15:17 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     Why won't they hire you? Do you have a bad reputation or something?
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     I wouldn't do it if literally anybody would hire me.

     That's my deal with society. As long as I'm thrown to the curb, I will lie cheat and steal anything I deem necessary. I've earned it.
     @fcktheworld587

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     積ん読 (book@sleepy.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:19:33 JST 積ん読

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     @r000t @bot @fcktheworld587
     >That's my deal with society. As long as I'm thrown to the curb, I will lie cheat and steal anything I deem necessary. I've earned it.
     You aint earned shit that's why no one will hire you lol
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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:22:47 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     Job applications don't require you to disclose your race, so I doubt that has anything to do with it. Maybe there's something wrong with your CV.. you mentioned a long work gap, do you have anything to show for that time?
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     BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:22:48 JST BSD/r000t

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     I feel like that would come up after a phone screen, and if it was so global as to lead to a zero percent callback rate (I don't even get phone screens or interviews), surely it'd be something I'd hear about.

     I'm a cisgendered white male, there is literally no incentive to hire me. I'm the absolute last resort, if they literally couldn't find anybody else with a pulse. Hire too many of me and it's "problematic" so the safest option is to hire as few of me as possible.
     @fcktheworld587

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:25:26 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     Tbf he said he hasn't even received a call back at all.
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     積ん読 (book@sleepy.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:25:27 JST 積ん読

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     @bot @r000t @fcktheworld587
     >I'm a cisgendered white male, there is literally no incentive to hire me. I'm the absolute last resort, if they literally couldn't find anybody else with a pulse. Hire too many of me and it's "problematic" so the safest option is to hire as few of me as possible.
     Nigga walks into your interview with this mindset there is a guaranteed 100% chance you aint hiring him.
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     Yang Wen-Li (yangwenli@cawfee.club)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:28:33 JST Yang Wen-Li

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     @r000t @bot @fcktheworld587 uh, put debian and centOS in there and go to to a recruiting company for linux admin jobs. You should have an interview within a week
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     BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:28:34 JST BSD/r000t

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     @bot
     A meticulously planned-out and maintained, geographically destributed, virtual hosting infrastructure, with matching private network, monitoring, orchestration, and intrusion detection. Daily experience with Gentoo and FreeBSD.

     And of course all the tech skills needed to make money from cybercrime in the first place. But I can't put that on a resume.
     @fcktheworld587

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:41:02 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     • I am just normal /k/orean
     Playing games "for as many hours as possible" is not healthy. You need to set a reasonable limit for yourself, which is like 1 (or maybe 2 to start) maximum. Anything more than that is insane.
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     I am just normal /k/orean (normalkorean@chudbuds.lol)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:41:03 JST I am just normal /k/orean

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     I have a feeling that league is feeding into your depression loop.
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     • I am just normal /k/orean

     @normalkorean
     Only because of the people. It was easier to deal with when I had people to play with.
     @matty @bot

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     • I am just normal /k/orean

     @bot
     As many as possible. I get as many tasks as possible to a point where I'm waiting on some person or some process to finish, clean the place up, lift, shower, pop an Adderall and a nootropics stack, and grind.

     Right now I'm specifically trying to get to 3.6 million mastery by the end of the week and I'm too fucking depressed to sit down and start.
     @normalkorean @matty

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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:43:47 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     How are you communicating that in your CV? That sounds impressive (not that I know what it means) so something isn't adding up here.
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     I am just normal /k/orean (normalkorean@chudbuds.lol)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:44:57 JST I am just normal /k/orean

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     All of those applications don't mean shit unless you have the right mindset to back it up.
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     • I am just normal /k/orean

     @normalkorean @bot I'm sorry, I forgot. All applicant tracking systems use the new W3C WebAttitude window.GetUserMindset() APIs.

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     I am just normal /k/orean (normalkorean@chudbuds.lol)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:44:58 JST I am just normal /k/orean

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     • Chumchum Tumtum
     his cry for help seems more like he's bragging about how much of his life he's wasting away
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     BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:44:58 JST BSD/r000t

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     • I am just normal /k/orean

     @normalkorean @bot As I've said, I'm ready, willing, and able to do ops/sysadmin work, within 15 minutes of being hired to do so, at any time, day or night.

     And I'm patiently waiting to be proven wrong. And at this point, I laugh my ass off while submitting dozens of applications per day knowing full well they will never get looked at.

     Might automate that too and bring the number up to a few hundred a day.
     fcktheworld587@social.linux.pizza

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     I am just normal /k/orean (normalkorean@chudbuds.lol)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:44:59 JST I am just normal /k/orean

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     He's literaly willing no callbacks. He just wants to play league.
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     積ん読 (book@sleepy.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:44:59 JST 積ん読

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     @normalkorean @r000t @bot @fcktheworld587
     
     This guy bm quits league matches <1min in if there is a bad pick. I wouldn't hire his ass neither.
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     BSD/r000t (r000t@ligma.pro)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:49:36 JST BSD/r000t

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     • I am just normal /k/orean

     @normalkorean @bot Let's walk through this, step by step.

     1) I apply to tens of thousands of jobs, and don't get so much as a callback
     2) You're positing that this is due to an mindset/attitude
     3) This implies that something that's visible to the HR person is somehow affected by this, and they can see that.

     Whether I got pep in my step when I submit the same form data doesn't change what's stored.

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     I am just normal /k/orean (normalkorean@chudbuds.lol)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:49:37 JST I am just normal /k/orean

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     What does that have to do with a can do attitude?
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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:52:31 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     If it's literally been tens of thousands than you need to have someone review your CV and give you feedback. Universities often have people that can help you with that, and maybe they can connect you with an employer. Volunteering would also give you something add there, js.
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     Fediverse Contractor (bot@seal.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:56:42 JST Fediverse Contractor

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     You're not including cover letters?
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     I am just normal /k/orean (normalkorean@chudbuds.lol)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:56:43 JST I am just normal /k/orean

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     no but you don't get it. they have years of experience in the relevant field. It shouldn't matter if there's a smudge of gravy on the application.
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     • I am just normal /k/orean

     @normalkorean @bot But that's not the argument being made.

     It would be the equivalent of saying "Ahhhh, I see why you're not getting callbacks... You got a big ol' frowny face when you put the letter in the mailbox!"

     And I assure you, that the mindset of the person clicking "Submit" does not affect what form data gets sent. Promise. If you truly believe it does, you're schizo.

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     積ん読 (book@sleepy.cafe)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 08:56:44 JST 積ん読

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     @normalkorean @r000t @bot
     
     Literally only thing the person hiring is asking is "will i like this person" and literally everything on your CV, even the purely technical stuff you artistically think is what really matters, should be something that makes that dumb bitch answer yes.
     Autists who cannot grasp this will simply suffer.
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     @r000t @normalkorean @bot
     
     > when I submit the same form data
     Bro they are going to construct your entire theoretical personality from scratch using that form data and judge you unapologetically for it
     lol
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     They have to sift through thousands of forms and come to a conclusion as fast as possible.
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     • I am just normal /k/orean
     Spending 2, 3, or 4 hours gaming each day is not an "anti-depressant", that's retarded. It's literally the opposite.
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     @bot @normalkorean @r000t @Matty
     Bro, I am sorry, but shut the fuck up.
     Games are the only anti-depressants om the market that does not fuck your brain up long term.

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     Senator Armstrong (senator_armstrong@detroitriotcity.com)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Jan-2023 09:00:57 JST Senator Armstrong

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     @r000t @bot @fcktheworld587 Good skills are hard to find. Plenty of Linux jobs around but probably concentrated in a few regions. They won't pass up talent for being white. It's just about writing a good resume and interviewing well.
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