Notices by 🛒 ᗰYᑕᗩᖇT 🛒 (mycart@jawns.club)

Welp, it’s Friday.

I’m still incredibly stress and anxious. Anyone that also has intrusive thoughts would understand that sometimes there is no want to make them stop.

So I scroll socials, think about playing #fallout #fallout76 and just try and chill, but my brain doesn’t wanna listen.

Lately, it’s been hard to find the energy to pretend I’m okay. The weight of everything feels heavier than usual, and no matter how much I try to push through, the emptiness lingers. I know healing isn’t linear, but right now, I just feel stuck. I don’t really know what I need—maybe just to be heard.

@BeAware What a terrible shame

Oh joy!

The Tiktoks are coming back tonight!

I’m so excited!

@BeAware @iramike @iramike is my alt account 👍🏻. With the way my day is going I was fiddling with another instance and just populating it. I know lazy and bad form. Same with me playing with Flashes and PixelFed

@BeAware I’m after new and interesting or funny people to meet and interact with.

@BeAware I know for me, it’s more for having interactions and fascinating or funny posts to read. It needs to be organic growth though and not algorithm feed

#fediverse Filters on point for cleaning up my timeline for the crap I just don’t want to see. 👍🏻

@thesocialblogger I’m surprised that there isn’t an option for that.

I think on some small level i thought having a lot of followers on X or trolling Threads looking for stuff to like meant genuine interaction.

Turns out, it isn’t and wasn’t and never will be. I have had more actually answers and interaction as I build new communities on BlueSky and Mastodon

#fediverse #bluesky #mastodon