For EIGHT years, America experienced cognitive dissonance. The world it knew seemed to be on the brink of whatever the hell this was. New knowledge was dropping, making half this country uncomfortable. A Black family moved into the neighborhood. Black Twitter became a thing. People were learning about daps. Cops weren't your friend. Karens were suddenly visible in the wild.
(I mean, Black folks always been knew about Karen. We just called her Miss Sally.)
And after those 8 years, America breathed a raggedy sigh of relief and basically did a wilding. They got to' up from the flo' up.
And it's all because they couldn't deal with a Black president.
I swear, having a Black president literally made America go insane.
When I think about how utterly wiiiiild everything is, I think, Hm, what was the catalyst? What was the thing that made half this country go completely bonkers?
I know how to walk with a cane thanks to an intense recovery from a bad accident a decade ago.
But *Benson* has no idea what the hell he's doing. He's already a sidewalk rambler when it comes to our walks (hence my lower back strain and sciatica pain, leading to the use of a cane). Add a cane and he's throwing off my rhythm.
At one point I looked down and he was *between* me and my cane on the left side. Looking up at me for a treat. Thank goodness it's one of those standing canes with a wide steady foot.
I really have no effs to give now. I'm stumping around with my cane, my velcro shoes, and my big boi dog.
So last night Bestie came over for a drink while I was in the throes of work-related Red Zone and we had this interesting exchange:
Her: So you think it's a genocide?
Me: Absolutely. They're finding mass graves at hospitals.
Her: Well, I read that those could be old gravesites.
Me: Bodies dumped in a pile, under waste, without identification, with zip ties and in medical clothing? Ok.
[notice I don't get into a War of Citations. that's a waste of time.]
Her: It just seems really complicated.
[ah. 'complicated.']
Me: Hm. Well, I believe the UN Special Rapporteur, that woman from Italy, said all the material conditions for genocide have been met.
[drop the expertise hammer and let it lay there.]
Her: [after a pause] Yeah. It's a genocide.
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When we have exchanges like this (and we had been talking about how we're so happy to see the campus protests spreading,) I feel that Bestie is trying desperately to hold onto the idea that Israel is the Good Guy.
Our amazing team assistant drives 3+ hours into SF to be in office a couple times a month. Last night, while she was parked in a lot by the office, her car was broken into and vandalized.
Like, my body really does not move and recover the way it used to. I never noticed that my gait is all effed up. I never paid attention to my hips and back (outside of shenanigans). I never worried before about mobility and about how to keep it...mobile.
Youth enables ableism. You just think everything is going to work the way it always worked.
But getting older ...oof. If the body is a temple, this temple needs some assistance. The roof is leaking, the gutters are clogged, the doors are hanging wrong, and the hinges are all squeaking.
They killed SEVEN aid workers. SEVEN. Did you see that picture? A burnt hole right over the passenger seat. An incinerated shell. People bringing FOOD to a desperate starving population trapped in the middle of a gauntlet.
About that #ceasefire veto vote by the Security Council:
The resolution was vetoed because the US-drafted language was weak ass baby shit. (That's the technical diplomatic term.)
There's a stronger, more explicit draft in process and the U.S. continues to demur, saying it will disrupt delicate negotiations. Bish, when your closest ally has become a genocidal murder bot, and your reelection hinges on turning the political tide in your favor, delicacy flies out the window.
I do not believe *anything* this admin is saying about negotiations as long as it keeps supplying aid and comfort to Israel. Not one word.
Oof. The Russia spokesperson was not fooling around. From the media statement:
"The speaker for the Russian Federation countered that the United States, four times “in cold blood”, cast a veto in the Security Council, with repeated justifications. “Now the US representative — without blinking — has been asserting that Washington has finally begun to recognize the need for a ceasefire,” he stated — a sluggish thought process that has cost the lives of 32,000 peaceful Palestinians. The “typical hypocritical spectacle” means the United States has been “trying to sell a product” to the Council and the entire international community — with “philosophical passages about moral imperatives”. However, to save the lives of peaceful Palestinian civilians, “this is not enough”, he stressed."
@shoq I'm an active user of TT and extremely media literate. And I've been engaged with social media since the beginning so I'm no clueless teen on the interwebs.
I like TT. And I find it fascinating.
I originally got on it for excel tips+shortcuts. Weird but true. Its randomness confused me for a bit until I figured out the FYP algo and in the same way I mastered and curated my Fediverse timeline, I got the hang of TT. My content is political, recipes, feminist, diy, that hot guy chopping wood, Black folks being awesome, Gaza news, and Drew Afuolo roasting misogynists.
TT like other social media has immense potential both beneficial and destructive. I'm fascinated by the way it moves like a murmuration of its users. And that's the fine point: users.
The algorithm learns very quickly and *efficiently* from its users. Problematic content being served up again and again on a person's FYP is....telling.
I legit would have let Israel's nonsense slip past me as more 'well, that's just the middle east being wild again' if it had not been for creators I follow on Tik Tok stitching Palestinian voices.
That *alone* politicized me. It opened up a curiosity about what else I had overlooked or ignored. In one month I went from proZionist Baptist babe to 'settler colonial ethnostates can catch it.'
I went from a Fine, Whatever, Biden-voter to GoodLuckJoeHopeTheseOtherFolksVoteForYouCuzIAint.
By day, a woman who knows and does some things in the social impact space; writer of romantica; by night, shenanigans, political side eye, & snark. Y'all, I'm TIREDT.