How much alcohol do you need to drink to stop crying

I SOLVED MY MAGIC SYSTEM!!!
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Music is the universe building block

Music is liquid architecture, and architecture is frozen music.

By resonating with external music in the environment you convert neutral music into elemental architecture.

Basically vibe with the music = Elemental architecture :D

Basically different notes are shapes = same elemental outcome every time.

Of course in an actual story these shapes would be hidden. Think of them as the law of the universe like chemistry you put two & two together and you always get this outcome.

This Idea came to me while watching a video explaining how music is basically witchcraft.

I have so many friends and people who care but I always feel alone.

I don't know why.

My new dating strategy is to rizz up the ugly girl in the friend group.

It's working well so far.

Got 5 calls backs so far.

Remember just like medieval times. Love isn't perfect it's just who you're willing to be friends with.

Plus I've given up on standard's. As long as they don't do alcohol and drugs and have a gambling addiction I could care less at this point.

@coded_artist your advice worked.

My day was significantly better then yesterday.

Even got a win in today

My day's been getting worse and worse today.

I think I should just give up or something.

Lost a semi-long term friendship do to my mental breakdown because they had me make a choice and I chose wrong.

Then I decided to hook-up with someone because I wanted to feel wanted and that ended horribly too.

I just shouldn't have even tried today.

@georgia well that's not good.

I recommend setting a timer to remind yourself to eat.

@georgia Cat

@georgia what if it just schizophrenia

Must be something wrong with me.

I feel lonely constantly but do want to talk to any of my friends because it feels exhausting to do so.

Why am I like this.

The larp has to stop you can't be a woman and a femboy that's not how that works.

@georgia You rizz her up

@georgia I don't remember that

But I remember a show where parents told there kid they were leaving for the weekend and they were secretly spying on the kids by bugging the house with cameras everywhere.

Then the parents would come randomly back to punish there kids when they broke a rule they told them not too.

But the show got shut down because most of the kid's never did anything wrong so no content and apparently they hid cameras in the bathrooms and saw some shit.

The Japanese never fail to disappoint with posts.

The best motivation for me is the desire to fuck.

I will not let myself do so until I'm fit so I want to work out.

I crave to be in the gym now.

For the first time in 15 years I can do 3 full non girl push-ups

And I can actually feel something dense in my arm that's building.

I WILL WIN BECAUSE GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH THE GIFT OF LOVE!!!

New to lifting weights.

Is lifting till I'm feeling a burn then feel like throwing up then stopping a good way to start.

I can only do like half a set of 4 before I tap out and I physically can't lift.

@LukeAlmighty I know your a exercise guy. How good is jump rope at calorie loss / exercise.

It's my favorite type of exercise so I was wondering how good or bad it is if I do it for longer then most of the other exercises I do / Incorporated more into my workout routine.

@georgia This is either really extremely enlightening or really hypocritical considering you've never gooned

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Though I'm leaning on the side of this is very enlightening. And I'd say your right that most people are sex addicted.

But I would actually say the reason the majority people are like that is because sex is the most intimate thing you can do with someone and most people are isolated and emotionally closed.

So when they get to do something so close with someone they can't help but want that emotion closeness again.

I love how the world cup is the world discovering that we're nicer than the Canadians.

Poetic.

Also what the fuck are they feeding you guys in Europe that you consider waffle House food a delicacy.

Look I know we're fat as shit but if you're thinking waffle House is absolutely delicious I have some questions...

@georgia What are you a skin walker lol