Notices by 💜 Dr. Blight ❤️ (rasp@raru.re), page 6

@pino I haven't had a job in over a decade I've been rotting on SSDI. the last video game I played for more than an hour was Dungeons of Hinterberg it was fine

@pino not really. Also I tried support group it was really toxic and it made me wanna die even more. It less that I wanna kill myself and more that I have no real motivation to wanna live anymore. I have nothing to do and no goals I feel worth achieving I'm basically just killing time until I get hit by a truck.

@pino I never managed to get a drivers license my anxiety is massive and I would be a liability if I tried to drive

@pino I'm 36, I have no family, no friends no support system, the best medications available do little but take the edge off, I've never been happy and I feel as if I never will be.

@pino find a way to do what?

@pino I have nobody around me but people I hate, if you have the money to help me move great, if not changing that is not happening.

@pino No and no. There is no cure for Bipolar disorder and it more or less destroys any kind of positive relationships you could possibly have. Bipolar sufferers are extremely unlikely to ever develop any kind of support system.

To be bipolar is to be self-destructive and you will live a life of torture and instability with death being the only escape.

Being bipolar is either being so anxious that you wanna off yourself or being so depressed you wanna off yourself and never being able to find a middle ground.

I think the reason there is so much thing as Bipolar pride is because nobody who is actually bipolar likes being bipolar, I think the vast majority of us would rather have a cure that just rids of of emotions entirely. I know I would.

I cant seem to get Reloaded 2 to run under lutris and its making me kinda mad

> login to my desktop in the morning.
> All network drives offline - permission denied error
> Check servers - All servers online no recent changes made
> reboot desktop
> everything works fine

Even fucking linux isn't immune from "have you tried turning it off and on again"

House on the outlands is still a masterclass in compact storytelling and I will not apologize for reminding people it exists

https://youtu.be/JHbGX67K-0g?list=PLjD29mHz_ctKrYOcSDdRnRh-x7W9C4XC_

@BestGirlGrace adorable

Ever wanna see someone die a little inside eating a freeze dried hamburger?

https://youtu.be/Namf-Ddo_Xo

I wanna show off my new Ace/Lesbian pathfinder character because it is both adorable and creepy.

Princess Molly (It/It's) is a Moppet that used to be a princess doll that became a witch in order to attend Magaambya (TL;DR its a magic school by way of Wakanda)

do bipolar people just... never develop healthy relationships? or is it just me?

@masukomi I also would suggest Gatchaman Crowds, incredibly insightful female lead, incredibly well written and mildly queer in some aspects.

@coolboymew I'm REALLY hoping. it just seems like the into makes a point of making the two of them the focus at the start and the tsundere is getting blushy so I'm so hoping it goes somewhere

@masukomi You watching "The story of girls who couldn't be magicians?" its pretty light and cute so far but the girl on the left here is getting a little red around the one of the right and I'm hoping it goes somewhere.