Notices by DXM 💊 (dxm@sk.lavenderfield.xyz)

can't wait for the weather not to suck ass anymore. my ebike doesn't come with heating

at least not intentionally

@kaia me irl

pls meds, don't stop working 🥺

@lain me irl

my mind is broken. i used to get along with anyone. now it's all black and white. idk if i've become more opinionated or bitter. probably both :ded:

my cough needs suppression :ded:

someone mixed some dopamine enhancement into my lunch while i wasn't looking and jesus fucking christ it's such an eye opener. every time

i can see this stuff fixing my life but socially engineering my way through the healthcare system is such hazing experience that i doubt that sober me has enough stamina to succeed :ded:

but if i manage it, i have so many plans. like getting a degree in something. or, idk, buying a bed :heh:

i get paid to poo and play luanti. this is my job

@vozercozer subtly telling you it's time to get on powerful stimulants so you don't fall behind

@snacks diy

@snacks ex-gf got fentanyl injected when she spilled cup noodles on her leg

jealous

@fiore yea i've come to realize this too :ded:

@fiore jesus fucking christ. i know why people auto delete their posts after two weeks

@mischievoustomato @prettygood fiore types the way that I think and its hypnotic

@georgia @anemone i only ever got them on psychedelics. for me the intense ones are actually audible. they feel and sound like a sudden loud buzz that abruptly spikes my anxiety. it's a tingling TV static-like feeling in the back of my head. it also makes my eyeballs twitch which is very disorienting

@anemone oh. well in 6 weeks i'll share the same fate. what's it like?

@anemone didn't think they even sell the non xr version :v

what are the symptoms?

waking up is such a trip. it's similar to odsmt or dxm in that i'm instantly 100% awake the second my eyes open while it's like 5 am

ig that's one way to compensate for my shitty sleep hygiene (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠)

other than that i can feel the onset of the dreaded zombie mode

updated arch, nothing broke :bean:

@prettygood i figure if you even put one space in it's already the safest password because who does that? that's insanity. nobody would brute force including spaces