Notices by RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 (rationalizedinsanity@mastodon.social)

Trying to find a meaningful existence in the modern day is a difficult one, but I think I finally figured out mine:

The #usa has a massive #mentalhealth and #addiction problem, and here is sit with all this random knowledge about #neuroscience #medicine and mental health myself due to being extremely curious, and having a bunch of problems myself.

I want to be on the front line of trying to solve those problems.

It'll be endless, and a hard job.

People have to try though.

#writing #life

My #life is genuinely stable and good now.

It's strange, my mind almost doesn't know what to do with the stability and I always have a low grade #anxiety nagging at me, wondering when it's all gonna fall apart.

Then it never does, and I start planning for my future with #education plans and a part time job that pays me more than I need, and then I wonder if I actually deserve it.

I remind myself that I always did. It was others who made me think otherwise.

#writing #mentalhealth #ptsd #rant

#adhd be like:

"Huh I forgot to eat all day and now I'm about to go to bed, forget about it cuz I don't feel like getting up,"

*Three hours later*

"Damn, why am I so hungry at 2AM? Oh wait, I didn't eat all day and now I'm really thirsty too... Why am I outside vaping?".

#writing #humor #mentalhealth

I don't have much to say about #politics today other than you know things are a bit screwed in your country when you're at a bus stop next to an airport thinking "maybe I should go down the road a bit, who knows if they are short staffed or not in the control tower,".

#humor #uspol #usa

@vervain Unfortunately I've been seeing tons of MAGA sheep on Scoopz go "THESE LOSERS JUST NEED A FUCKING JOB" often in those exact words.

I always say "Right lemme just stop being disabled, working on my health and go get a minimum wage job that can't afford an apartment where I live anyway,".

#trump cares about the #military and #argentina more than he does about #poor and #disabled Americans.

He increased the military budget MASSIVELY to over a trillion, and gave Argentina 40 billion in emergency funding.

Meanwhile he is trying to appeal the federal court order to release emergency funding for #snap benefits worth about 10 billion.

He wants to kill.

End of story, and he hates the #usa.

#impeachtrump immediately. He is a #criminal and a #fascist.

A liar too.

#uspol #writing

Remember everyone -

The real reason the #governmentshutdown is happening, and Americans are being starved right now is due to the #EpsteinFiles being covered up.

#maga and #trump are willing to STARVE 40 million who rely on #snap so they can cover the ass of a bunch of pedos, the #president likely being one.

Nobody would go to such extreme measures unless they were guilty somehow, as well as many of their supporters.

If I was innocent I'd release such a thing to prove it.

#writing #uspol

I tried one of those Poppi probiotic sodas as I got a few for free with a bunch of random #food I got from donations.

I understand why it was donated because they are absolutely disgusting. It tastes like diet soda but worse.

I never imagined I'd find cola worse than the kind you buy 3 liters for a dollar at Dollar Tree.

Though it's probably like 2 bucks now.

#writing #humor

Hey guys, I found a mad scientist and you need to go watch all his videos immediately -

https://youtu.be/lix-vr_AF38

This government #shutdown is literally the dumbest thing on Earth.

And to think-

All they had to do was give funding to needed #healthcare so people don't die.

Why even have a government if it doesn't do anything for you?

We should just get rid of them at this point.

#writing #uspol

I still don't know why anyone does #meth after getting drugged with it for an extended period at a "sober living" house where I had never been less sober.

I was absolutely terrified of everyone and paranoid everything was trying to kill me.

Then started hearing and seeing stuff too.

I had 0 fun or euphoria. Just pure terror, sleep deprivation and extreme delusional thinking/paranoid behavior.

Don't do stimulants if you have #tourettes and #adhd it won't get you high.

#writing #crime #rant

I can now walk continuously for 12 hours straight and only have mildly sore legs.

Not slow walking either. My average pace is more like a jog to most people and I walk like a #soviet soldier for some reason and I have no idea why.

Possibly all the Soviet side WW2 movies my mom loved to watch and I thought they were cool and figured "THAT'S HOW A BOY SHOULD WALK!".

Anyway, let's say 4 mph.

That's like 45 miles straight.

If I kicked someone they'd sublimate.

#writing #humor #fitness #health

I always thought I was terrible at #math but my brain learns things backwards and sees the end goal first, whereas most people are taught to do math the other way around.

Ever since I realized I had an extreme case of Gestalt Language Processing and Gestalt #learning I have been doing equations better.

If the equation is A+B=C I have to look at the C first and consider what it could be.

I am doing #algebra I never could by hand in my head correctly.

#writing #neuroscience #neurodivergent

There is no dumber #sport that's legal than #slapfighting because you're essentially speed running #braindamage from chronic, repeated head injuries.

If you know anything about #martialarts then you know they aren't really slaps either. They're wrist strikes most of the time, which can mess you up just as badly as a closed fist.

You're allowed to dodge in other #combat sports so they aren't AS bad.

Slap fighting is like tee-ball for fighting, and your face is the ball.

#writing #humor

I have found myself in a demographic where it is now impossible for me to avoid hate almost anywhere I go online.

I'm from the #usa so I have noticed a rise in people assuming I'm some braindead lunatic and think they know what I believe after 1 comment.

Then I'm also #disabled so I get hate from #maga idiots and other far-right sympathizers.

Oh and part of the #lgbtq community.

I can't win so I string people along until they say something bannable.

#writing #socialmedia #politics #humor

#piracy has literally become easier than trying to legit pay for media at this point.

Because I can get all my music by ripping MP3s with share links on Mp3/4 conversation sites.

I can get a lot of movies/shows the same way.

I can get every movie, show, game and song imaginable all in one #torrent site unless it's VERY obscure and keep it forever.

All for free, and all easier than paying hundreds or maybe even thousands for a million different arbitrary platforms.

#writing #tech #rant

I was wondering what I should write about next as I was sitting in a park.

#losangeles is basically a real life cartoon so it provides me with stuff at random. I never have to wait long.

I watched someone try to give a #homeless guy sleeping in the park food. The guy asked if he had money instead, and when they said no he IMMEDIATELY started cussing.

He pulled out a tazer, zapping it around wildly, and everyone else decided it was time to leave.

#writing #humor #crime #adventure

Every time I see a #food trend take over #socialmedia I laugh, since they're spending an absolutely absurd amount of #money on something that's a 7/10 on taste and simply looks cool.

They'll spend like 100 dollars on something they could have made better themselves if they spent a few hours learning basic #cooking skills.

It's the modern equivalent of walking by a niche food vendor at a carnival that's 17 times more expensive than it should, and getting it for the weird factor.

#writing

When a #republican speaks I get the same feeling I get when I see #wwe wrestling.

It's all fake, but it is somewhat entertaining to see what the hell they do anyway, and occasionally someone actually gets hurt and you think "huh, maybe don't do that,".

#humor #politics #uspol

I found a #youtube video that was 47 minutes long and titled "Why Everything Feels Like a Scam Now" and I thought -

Well it is, cuz that's what poorly regulated #capitalism does after a while, and I just saved myself 47 minutes.

#randomthoughts #economy #usa #uspol #humor