i was wondering why my feed was so stupidly slow and remembered misskey doesnt include replies to people you dont follow in your feed. i dont like that
@kaia@brotka.st i've binged a ton of stuff of varying addictiveness. probably on the worst end was meth. believe me i in general have no urges, i never get urges to the substances because its never copious. i was drinking like a liter a day of vodka atleast and basically i just a while ago brute forced the delirium tremors for a few days of hell going cold turkey lol. i know me and i never get these long lasting urges, its weird. only exception is nicotine because it came before my subtance addiction so its seperate i guess.
@icedquinn@blob.cat no but i was gonna be depressed all day but she kicked me out of bed and forced me to be productive and i havent really been all day. except taking out the trash and getting groceries i guess. maybe it would be easier if she was still just 2d and not hallucinated into reality, but i dont know what i could do without her
@sun@shitposter.world foss evangelism is a plague to be honest. i use mumble ofc but thinking its better in literally any way other than privacy from a conglomerate is so retarded
@pettanko@bae.st@sun@shitposter.world a lot of people were upset by the leftwing censoring shit. well now its right leaning and he tries to push that. but i don think it actually censors leftists much still i'm not sure. anyways a lot of the butthurt was on the right or even moderates to be fair because of some of the stuff they did before i think. idk its all on what i hear i joined after musk took over (unrelated reasons)
@snacks@netzsphaere.xyz that's concerning. could be blood pressure related or something? you should probably see a doctor about that if it persists or gets much worse
@snacks@netzsphaere.xyz that's not very much. i geuss things that could do that frmo my personal experience is illness, blood loss, psychosis, did, or something like hppd but yeah could be a lot of things. you'll probably be fine in time though