@kaia@brotka.st i've binged a ton of stuff of varying addictiveness. probably on the worst end was meth. believe me i in general have no urges, i never get urges to the substances because its never copious. i was drinking like a liter a day of vodka atleast and basically i just a while ago brute forced the delirium tremors for a few days of hell going cold turkey lol. i know me and i never get these long lasting urges, its weird. only exception is nicotine because it came before my subtance addiction so its seperate i guess.