I think I've finally come up with my fitness goal for the year. I want to have pain-free gym sessions. Today would've counted except I tweaked my arm doing mobility work. I wish I knew what was wrong with my arm/shoulder/neck. I hurt it several times a day doing perfectly normal things like propping myself up on my elbow or putting on a sports bra.
I saw somewhere that people were mocking variations of "she let go of the breath she didn't know she'd been holding" appearing in books. The people rolling their eyes at this concept claim that's not a thing people do. But it is something I do. When I'm out in the woods at night and hear a noise, I subconsciously hold my breath to listen. When I'm very anxious, I forget to breath. And then comes the whoosh when I finally exhale.
I stopped listening to audiobooks when I started university and don't get back into them until about ten years later when I went to school to be a metal smith. Polishing metal is a long and boring process. I remembered audiobooks, and they made the process much more enjoyable.
A lot of folks don't seem to enjoy audiobooks. I'm curious. If you don't enjoy audiobooks, do you also avoid author readings? Podcasts? Radio? #audiobooks#podcasts#radio#reading#performance
@Paulatics I'm glad you're still masking, but current strains aren't any less dangerous. They may not be as violent during their acute phase, but they are remaining in every system of our bodies and negatively affecting immune systems in a way comparable to HIV. I had a "mild" case of COVID in 2023 and despite having Paxlovid and ten vaccinations, I have long COVID. This disease continues to disable millions of people and prematurely shorten their lives, enormously increasing their chances of getting diabetes, cancer, strokes, and heart attacks.
Last year, I was the featured author on the Write, Publish, and Shine podcast. Host Rachel Thompson says,
Welcome to the first interview in my series of episodes on writing with disabilities and limitations. I sit down with a wonderful Writerly Love membership community member, Shantell Powell, a two-spirit author, artist, and self-described swamp hag who grew up on the land and off the grid. Her publication credits include Augur, Solarpunk Magazine, MetaStellar, The Deadlands, and honestly keep racking up—we talk about how she does this in the episode, and she has an excellent hack for writers with ADHD to track submissions that I think is brilliant and would be helpful to many writers, myself included. We get into her often very visceral writing; she reads a piece that I would describe that way, visceral, and speculates a little about why that flavour comes out in her work. For this series and focus, we talk about how she works with her various limitations and disabilities, which include neurodivergence and now long COVID-19, among other conditions and limitations. Listen in to hear from a singular writer whose writing practice shows that there is not one way to be a writer. https://shows.acast.com/writepublishshine/episodes/91-shantell-powell-on-visceral-writing-and-writing-with-adhd
I had an excellent year for publications. Twenty-one separate publishers shared twenty-five of my poems, essays, short stories, and plays. I was nominated for the Pushcart Prize and the Aurora Award. I placed in a flash fiction contest, and was longlisted and shortlisted for a few more. I received a scholarship I received two grants for my writing. I wonder how next year will go? I can't imagine beating that! My hope is to polish up my novel and send it out for publication.
“Angakkuq.” Poetry in On Spec Issue 130. December 2024. “Sirens Don’t Sing Underwater.” Fiction in Moonlit Getaway. December 16, 2024. “Wolf Mother.” Fiction in Inner Worlds. December 13, 2024 “The Anxious Writer.” CNF in Breath and Shadow. December 2024. “Daisy Chain.” Fiction in Against the Wall, Under the Armor anthology. November 30, 2024. “Monsters.” CNF in Ex-Puritan. November 2024. “The Yolk of the Moon.” Fiction in LSUA Flash Fiction Booklet and website. “The T-Bone.” Flash memoir in The Masters Review. November 2024. “Scarred.” Fiction in Meetinghouse Magazine. October 2024. “The Snow Hath No Queen.” Fiction in MetaStellar. September 2024. Excerpt from “The Tupilaq.” Fiction in Kinsman Quarterly. September 2024 “A Time For Dolls.” Play in Native Voices: A Literary Collection of Emerging Indigenous Writers. “The Last Trench.” Fiction in Bitter Become the Fields. Horns and Rattles Press. July 2024. “Exile of Nuliajuk.” Poetry in NonBinary Review: Heredity Issue, June 2024 “Keswick Valley Memorial, 1984,” “This is How to Not Give Up,” and “Salt Water Strider.” Poems in Event Poetry and Prose. Issue 53-1. “Tom Thumb of the North'' & “Blubber Boy: A Traditional Inuit Tale Then and Now.” Fiction in Mihko Kiskisiwin/Blood Memory: An Anthology. “Saddles in the Kitchen.” Memoir in Redivider. Nominated for Pushcart Prize. “Hiding in Plain Sight: Life With and Without Masks.” Personal essay in Knee Brace Press. “Saved” and “Wrassling’s Object Lesson.” Poetry in Eavesdrop Magazine. “Thumbing to Sugar Daddy Oberon.” Short fiction in MetaStellar. “This is the Time Just Before Spider Woman Meets Kiviuq.” Poetry in West Trestle Review
Twenty-five years ago today, I had one of the busiest work shifts of my life. I was a grocery store cashier, and everyone thought they’d be living off-grid come midnight. Panicking shoppers were buying all the canned goods, bottled water, and boxed foods and filling their carts. People were in a rage. The line of people waiting to get to the cash registers wrapped completely around the interior of the large store more than once. None of the cashiers were given any breaks. We were exhausted and shell shocked.
When my shift finally ended, I went and did my radio show: The Erotic Tablesaw. I had the 11-1 spot that night, and yes, I played 1999 by Prince as the countdown to midnight.
Several years ago, I applied to a writing programme. While reading up on the programme, I learned that the nasty author in question had been an instructor at that school. If they were still teaching there, I wouldn't have completed the application. Here's hoping I won't have to interact with them again. Canada's writing community isn't THAT big, but I'm a genre writer and they are not, so maybe I'll get lucky.
I had a weird moment at a writing workshop. The instructor strongly recommended a book by an author I went to school with and who was absolutely awful to me. The author is an excellent writer, but it's hard to read anything by them without remembering how vile they they were to me and another friend. #WritingCommunity
Author, artist, & swamp hag in Kitchener. Work in Augur, The Deadlands, MetaStellar, Prairie Fire, SolarPunk, Nat'l Textile Museum, Feminist Studies Journal, Arc Poetry, & more. Aurora and Pushcart nominee. Neurospicy, spoony, Indigiqueer, disabled. Raised on the land & off the grid. Ex JW-kid/army brat. Retired dancer, industrial DJ, & model. Elder goth, addicted to learning—may be turning into a witch.#LandBack #Foraging #Gothic #Nature #Folklore #Fairytales #Mythology #Accessibility